I dislike the current situation now :(
Who do i turn to.....Sigh :(
Not able to face the fact, avoiding will not solve the problem.
RIGHT!!

Dislike T.H! and H.T! why do i keep dislike-ing people, im mad, im seriously mad! am, eggcited for birthday cuz can get $$ :/

Yes there's finalllly peektures! I decided to post pictures today! HAHAHAHAHAHS! :)
Life is quite smooth..pretty happy everyday until today when i realize.......... hais .. :(
Thinking of it makes me pretty upset, hope i get it over and move on. !!! *Angry* Did manual work today instead of cooping myself in the aircon room! Sitting there just makes me wanna vomit more blood. Can't daydream, Can't move around, Can't be myself!!! Its happier staying outside! So, im so determine to quickly finish the last long data and join the others outside wit manual work :D I'll be much happier i guess...............................................
Anyway, i've been changing my schedule every now and then, and i feel so pressurize! not because of my schedule...Do you guys ever have this feeling like..You wanna celebrate some occasion but come to think of it..you do not how to celebrate and others have no idea too and still celebrate w no ideas. Will you call off or play along with it???
I asked someone, Why...why will some people feel this way.....Isn't everyone playing the same role in my life...? You ask me out, I might be free. You ask me earlier, i can confirm with you first. I seriously think i do not play any favourism to whom it is. I tried to make way , pave my choo choo tracks nicely, but each time, i feel that its disappointment that is stacking up. I do not like it when you feel i play favourism. I have my limits, if i were to keep playing favourism, then i can jolly well say goooodbye to whom you are, close to me? friends with me? Really...will i even place time for you? Will i even give you my time... ?? I realize, sometimes..people should not really judge by how long the friendship be. Even though the friendship might be long, the foundation is empty! Anybody feels this way? Its like everybody thinks that this grp of friends are close...but in actual, they do not know each other really well! Unbelievable isnt it? I'm not pin-pointing anybody, im just trying to speak out my thoughts.
Ask me, if i were to do stocktake again, will i want it?
N.O. NO! I will not want to do this again unless im reallly so bored! I should have took my sister advice, but i didn't...... I told her, for me is different..but im wrong.... Its the same over and over again!
After reading so much chunk, i guess some of you do not really understand what shiet im talking. Today, my mood is really screwed up and bad...One look i think others can see my mood is bad, i feel so lan san lan san...hais, but whatever man, few more days and i'll not be there already! Cant deny work is fun, but it just makes my blood keep boiling as time goes by....BIG SIGH!
So, now i do have activities lie ahead, I'VE MY OWN PERSONAL LIFE. i've my freedom. My circle is not as tiny as a 5 cent coin but its not big as whatever it is..Its just......normal, like you and me! I hope that we can each move on, be a better friend and not always saying biased..you also have to pack ur own activities etc..It just hurts me so much...There're so many hidden meaning, You think there isn't? then, im overthinking..Why am i overthinking? Am i too free...? Hmm......Let's skip the topic!
I've decided, im gg to make it a point to visit grace when she is working. Give her support! Haha! Back to it, I've decided to celebrate with my family on my birthday, reason being simple, i dislike being said for playing biased-ness......what a sucky excuse right, and YES IT IS. HHAHAH! so...im thinking of eating..home...coook....foood... I'm a simple girl, my english sucks ..... how do u pile hh and h into a word? you use the i....right? Yes, i wonder what do others think about it..hmm..Ok, shall not be so wordy...Let me explain my photos :D
This two photos are taken during halloween!! Limited photo i know......we don intend to go..as o levels are coming......but we went, and went back early.......so 2 photos! enough :D


Then..i cant rmb when, headed to vivo........rest of photo in another area of memory card...cant get it yet :( NICE yea? ? :D

Taadaa! Here's my Wii'ssssssss character!!
Starting from left....Sky[sis bf], mummy, daddy, me and sister!! Kawaii nehzxc,
playing wii make me happy and hand tired :(
Getting high score is the best. hehehehhe.


Last but not least....this is the card i mention few post earlier :) I got this idea from my pri 5 artwork....I remembered what i draw that time....a house...with chimmey, with bright sun, white clouds, blue sky.... so pretty :)

Good news!!

Mom says.. SIGN ON!

-go crazy, bang wall!! - hahahahahahahs :)

Am happy! today,tmr and forever~~~~

Just reached home after work :) Work was extremely fun! I will do it for ten days~~ Hahahahhaha, everyone is so friendly!!! and helpful you know!! Huilun ask me don anti-social, LOLSLOLSLOLS. anyway, the food kinda sucks =/ what do you expect from a free lunch right.......the meat is spicy, there's vege.....egg got onion... -.-" watermelon is nice (Y)(Y) haha! So sweet and juicy!
The time fly very fast~~~ Go in aircon room and out of it, quite fun! :) Till 15 dec then! no birthday then no birthday! HAHAHA! :D
I just gotten my pay ! i mean my monthly salary, happpy!! :) spend alot yesterday....on food and ....hehe c.....a.............b...... -.-" Lazy people ok.
Am so in love with the song 1,2,3,4... it just cheers me up when my mood is bad! and.....i will go high with it! HAHAHAHHA lols.
Alright, its quite tiring, time to....rest my hands and mind and....................play some wii perhaps or...............Plan about my next plan. I'm going to torture somebody. Muahahahahhahaha. secret :) *smirk*

This song makes me happy :)
SING TO ME!!! HAHAHAHHAHA.

Latest update, working till 15dec... I can dream on celebrating my birthday:(
ok!

YOU CHOOSE THE CLASS YOU PAY THE PRICE

izzachar rawks. lols, im supporting eileen's ok! :)
Today is 30th november. I spend my day wisely and fruitfully and productive..ly! haha! Its better lo, oh my!!
Early in the morning 10am, eileen woke me up..so blur and collapse back, ym msg-ed me at 10.45.....i woke up, still blur, knowing she has not leave hse, slept back.
When i woke up, it is close to 12 and she reaching jp ~.~
So, we headed off to jurong point and shop for your baking stuff. It was damn funny because we was looking for vanilla extract.....and we keep guessing if vanilla essence or vanilla powder is vanilla extract and....she call her friend, when her friend pick up, we found VANILLA EXTRACT, damn funny. ok ~.~
So, went home aft getting everything and start!shit, nvr buy cupcake cup...i went to minimart, mei you, went to giant, then you, so tired lo :(
So, we kept baking. first time succeed :D:D:D:D so coooooooooooooooooool and chio ok! I don care, i wanna bake again. lols!
Then quickly wash up everything and bathe :D Headed for adjustment and went to town to browse cause im starting work tmr so must quickly go town smell awhile. HAHAHA.
Tomorrow working, so excited!! hope its fun and hope i will be tired, no adjustment tmr!! 8-5 , hope i survive x.x wonder where's the boarding point of the bussssssss :/ so eggcited, scared i cant wake up tmr. LOLS.
And, i'm happy today, spent alot, am happy, me is happy! :)
You do this to me, Me can also do this to you.
Me, is happppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppy! :)

Hand ache from playing wii..

I can't wait for work, its the first time.

Hope it makes me too tired to think about anything

Don't feel like seeing anybody now..

Need a break.

Except, my sweet friends :) E,G,YM,Y :)
and my family F,M,I :)

Will be back soON!

AND I REALIZE ON MY BIRTHDAY, AFTER WORK STILL GOT ADJUSTMENT. ZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzZZZ. lols

I changed my spectacles again. hehe!
The next thing will be my hair :/

I got this weird thinking only.... haha..
Today my whole family plus my mum's sister plus my mum's sister's mother which is my mum's mother plus my mum's mother's sister plus my sister's boyfriend ate din tai fung ;) Sounds like there's so many people but no! only 8. hehehehe... our bill is..
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273 i think :)
Thats crazy. I feel like this is really life. haha! :l once in a while only :D
And.........really addicted to psp ._. i keep playing the same game..just wanna break record. lOLS.

Anyway, do you guys think i always talk ignorantly? Very stupid? Not understanding? very unreasonable? haha!
I really don't understand many many things.
Once a dumbo always a dumbo...... haha.
I know i talk so senselessly...i was being kaaachaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa in my brain. lols.

Life, busy.
I hope, work makes me tired....tired till i cant be bothered with anything..
No time for everything..

Today, i learnt a new skilled!
I leveled up. I mean in real life.
I leveled from.........27nov knowledge to 28nov knowledge.
COOL RIGHT, damn gamer.
I should not do things that make me unhappy........

Daddy finally bought wii! :D:D
$50 from me, $50 from sis, he pay 410..
its not ex....its e latest package, latest game :/
NICE BARGAIN.

I'm so sad still -.-
i cant cont acting so happy in this post anymore. bye..

Everyday is weekend!!!

Haha:) I'm so happy sia this few days! :D Anyway, work is starting in one weeks' time! Haha, i'm mad! Its my first time working :D I hope everything will be well :)
Anyway, the surprise works!! Oh my, so happy. This is the first time myy plan work purrrfectly well as i expected, Haha! Even though i missed a school event, but i still enjoyed myself, luckily...LOLS!
Have been so addicted to the new game in my psp :/ shiet, i'm like an addict already.....................................................................
Mom accompanied me to adjustment just now! haha! ,Like finally again!! Haha!
Eileen say im like her mother!! always nagging her to go home. She everyday go home ard 11:30++++++++++++++ so dangerous for a girl hor, ya lo...hope this goes into the mind. haha!
Da lang..da lang..da lang..haha! I told mom about this show ;)
I'm so happpppppppppppppppppppppppppppppy :B
Don't tell you :/ *smirk*

BYE! off to sleep, don wan grow anymore pimple, it took me so long to get my face....like last time..back!

I'm Evangeline Lim
林紫嫣小姐
14 december 1992
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