Lalalala~

2010-10-06T00:36:00.003+08:00

今天爸爸买purifier。。一些对我鼻子好的。。。
我快要学游泳了！！我一定要学会！谢啦！
今天去找x-ray，自己瞄了一下。。没设么分别！只希望不要更糟糕。。
我好兴奋！这个星期四，我将会和我的前好友和我的好友出门！！要拍多一点照片ssss！！

& i bought 2 maxi, 1 top, 1 shorts, 2 skirts over the holiday :/ Like finally i shopped..! & school is starting ;)
heading to sentosa tmr!! woohooo~

2010-09-30T23:26:00.003+08:00

I really hope when school starts , everything restarts.. :)

I hope the new timetable will be good.. hehe ...

I'm enjoying the peacefulness at home curently... No regrets not working and having a well-deserved rest :)

2010-09-16T02:19:00.003+08:00

Hello!
Since I'm so free...I shall blog!!
My current status is : I'm a home bug!
I have officially became a home bug ever since the dog came my house and stayover........Intend to train him but he's simple too stubborn and acts like a human...
He does not like to eat his own food but like to eat your own food...If you've treats for him, you've became his owner. He'll listen to all your command like hand hand , hi-five, sit, down, up, stay.
He's currently my security guard now ........ always glueing me :(

I'm very free at home! It's not that i don wanna go out, but im tied down by the dog lor...
I think if im free next week, i will do visitations. HAHA! I sound dam free right, yes I am...
I will want to pack my wardrobe and pack my house!!!!

Oh ya..I recently DIY my nails again.....It look ok from far but look cui when near.. haha! I shuang can already liao lor :S
I'm recently on a sushi fast after eating sushi with gc and cws. Haha! This is the second time we ate sushi together....we're going to eat dianxin next time!! :D
Actually I'm v v happy that 3 of us went out together ... :) I'm on cloud nine. yo!

Also, I've been pondering over a few stuff...Can i share? :(

Ok... it happens like this

Friend 1 = Miss A

Friend 2 = Miss B

Friend 3 = Miss C

Miss A and B and I always go out together....then last time Miss C always find fault with Miss A, then Miss A very sad, Means Miss C always pms like nobody business but Miss A treasure their r/s tgt alot..Miss B and I are always unhappy about Miss C attitude towards Miss A :(

The Miss B and I , we hang out more often liao...cause Miss C will attitude if we snatch her Miss A away. HAHAHAHAHAHA :/

Then now Miss A and Miss C are v good friends...and Miss A don rly care about Miss B and I....

I wonder how Miss A can endure all these nonsence...

And now Miss C sometimes make Miss B unhappy...

I'm confused :(

Is Miss A using Miss B and I ?

Is Miss C casting a spell on Miss A ? haha!

Recently, Miss C make Miss B very angry :/

I just want the friendship just like the past lo .....

Boo :(

In few more months..........I'm going to have my wish come true.

17 December...I'm quite nervous actually. LOLS!!

Never felt so nervous before leh :S

I'm balled! Come home visitation me ok! :)

2010-08-12T01:17:00.002+08:00

I'm going to use chinese to blog now :)
这几天，忙着看下一站，幸福。我知道，我有点慢。。哈哈。这个戏的确不错。让我们回想了许多东西。。
这几天，我不是吃东西就是睡大觉，要不然就是看电视。。最讨厌的就是去orchard做treatment。我不喜欢。。我觉得好累了。。我想快点好起来但是他的运动要每天在家做。一坐就坐上至少两个钟头。。没人支持，没人陪我。。我每次只用谎言来遮盖“我已经做了运动”。运动不是辛苦。是因为，我好懒。做了，优美进步。。我做了，感到很烦。又对我每帮助。。那里做得下去。。
我今天，一整天在家里。。看电视，到现在。。我已经很久没有这么做了。。很亲幸，很快乐，无忧无虑。。呵呵。。
我发现，我失去了我的一位好朋友。。可能是我们不同学校了吧。。
我还记得，她曾经对我说：“如果我以后跟你不一样学校，你一定忘记我！找别的朋友了。”哈哈，想回去，真好笑。。
其实，我很珍惜每一个朋友。。每一个朋友是上帝赐给我们的“天使”。因为，他们没有wings。哈哈！，华文不好啦。。
现在的她，已经不一样了。。常常会叫我另外一位好朋友一定要来陪我。。要不然，我和她，和他另一位好朋友在一起，很尴尬，已经没话对我说了。。听到，会有点惊讶，因为其实我没察觉到。。下次，我会注意到！
我最京读到一个tweet。那个tweet是说。。如果遇到了问题，不要被打倒！问题虽大，但是你有一位比问题大的上帝。上帝真的帮了我好多！
这几个月，常常会有小问题或大问题，我都会和上帝说话。。他总是会帮我make a way, when there's seems to be no way..

这几天，想了很久。。决定，换个个性走。:)

2010-07-10T00:38:00.003+08:00

Hi people (:

No picture for the day!

I've not been tweeting and blogging :/ I'm seriously living in my own world now.

心很烦。。

Just want to tell you, If you're not going to work hard, No one can help you. :)

2010-07-07T23:27:00.002+08:00

I think I'm coming here on saturday............................Is it Is it....I don't remember. I think here is sentosa. LOL. SENTOSA. OMG. I personally don't really like sentosa, There's entrance fee, there's sand, there's water. Its quite dirty at the end of the day. To add on, I do not sun tan and I do not play in the seawater, so this explains why i do not like sentosa :(

Today I had a bad day! :(

The bus interchange was jammed..My bus came early but, stopped at the next junction :(
When my train door opened at Jurong East, the Middle train close the door!!!! :(
All this sum up , and i reached the school quite late, then follow by stomachache..
Went to do my business, & when i'm out, The lecture is finishing -_-
Big breakfast was sold out when I want to eat Macdonalds, so hotcakes-__-

However, things get better slowly :)
Pampered myself with DTF :) My love for xiaolongbao and crispy prawn pancake x.x
Then home sweet home, I'm mad.

Oh ya!! Guess who i met today!!!
Its Youming . YouMing , YouMing! haha, she was s kind to chat with me for 20minutes.
I talk sibei loads crap, and she listen to all my sibei loads crap.
I think my english is failing when i speak to her. But when i talk to others in english, im ok -.-

Maybe she got the look of examiner, see her will stutter. HAHA! SIAO LIAO LA.
Ok, go sleep liao, damn x10000 tired =[

2010-07-02T23:22:00.002+08:00

siao liao ~.~
Since school started, i've been oversleeping...sigh, so tiring especially wednesday , 8am school + treatment = no joke. Omg!! Have been falling asleep in class and esp today during math lesson, really can't open my eyes.
I AM VERY TIRED!! :(
Today I went home with grace. & surprisingly, she will come and find me after school sia ..... HAHA! then luckily i went home with her because when we reached jurong east, she was still Zzz away....if i not beside her, i think she can zZZ back to yio chu kang. hahah!

Oh, and i bought my laptop bag!! Chio hot pink with two milky strips = fake adidas bag., Ah whatever, haha! Me, Huilun and emilia buy the same!! I also want hang toy toy on the bag just like soo's one. heehee, but mom suggest sew my letter E on it, hmm........ Lemme think, i prefer weave ahhh.

Tomorrow church! Finally no bs can sleeep more :) But need head down to church by 230pm x.X Ohkays, i can do it!

Time to sleep early ^^ Goodnight!

2010-06-30T00:26:00.003+08:00

Have a craving for this. LOL.
Dam big portion food.
Just finished Emilia's calendar & Lun's combine webpage. x.x
Its rest time nao....
Mom is on leave tomorrow. yay (L)

&&So tired x.x that i fell asleep during math lecture today!!! And loongloong lend me her itouch to keep me awake. Amazingly, it work-ed! LOL. but none went in my brain sia the topic x.x

going to start studying ah...been telling myself but no action -.-

goodnight :D

2010-06-29T00:59:00.002+08:00

This is my crazy project mates for IT1199 - PROJECT WORK. haha! They super siao this afternoon and Huilun was like ..what if we take photo till 6pm. I think my laptop will die.

School started, am tired physically...Haha! But still, can stay up till this late! :X Cause im finishing up my briefing. Sigh.. I'm tired.. there's iweb test tomorrow :(

Thank God, I passed my programming essential...quite tyco because I really catch no ball when doing this paper and also! I'm quite sick be4 this test also!! Yay! :) Happy!

Have yet to done my static webpage.

CSS, I LOVE YOU X33. WOOHOO

EXTERNAL STYLE SHEET I LOVE YOU X33. WOOHOO

2010-06-27T15:31:00.002+08:00

我的爸爸妈妈回来了！
They went for a one day trip to m'sia~ & this leads me to No lunch, No wake up call.
Had a great bible study with lYnn, its quite funny because it has been a long time since she gave me Bible study.
Then i had my test...! I'm very happy because its my first time taking test and next week its GS test!
I had a bad nose day and headed home first. kuakuakua :X

Back start to ache again.......

2010-06-26T00:55:00.002+08:00

我们三都cut bangs!
:D
Today, headed to school for the java programme workshop^^ After that went to find Mom, :) I finally bought all my stuff i needed since this year! :) I'm quite satisfied. Today, i chose a gift with a heart. I didn't really go mind the price and also!! There was 70% offer storewide but then, i was really not interested because the design are quite old actually! So, i just went ahead with my heart and bought the gift ^^ I hope she likes it! because i choose with my heart :D

Do i look different in bangs? haha!

I'm happy :)

2010-06-25T01:22:00.002+08:00

Sometimes..
I wish I have a clique of really really close friends.

Sometimes..

I wish I have a friend whom I can pour out my thoughts to.

Sometimes..

I wish I can share all my unhappiness and unhappiness to a friend who will be willing to listen.

Sometimes..

I wish I have a friend who is always free to have a lunch with me =)

Sometimes..

I wish I have a friend who will organise many outings!

Sometimes..

I wish I have a friend who I can really just say what's bugging me.

Sometimes..

I wish that my birthday, I won't have to plan. Because I have been planning for 17 years. LOL!!

Sometimes..

I wish there will be someone who will randomly just ask me out for a lunch/anything!

Sometimes..

I wish I have a friend who can bring me around singapore..

Sometimes

I wish I have a friend whom I can really rely on.

Not that none of these didn't happen.

Happiness don't last long.

& Friends just come and go in your life.

Maybe I'm not a great friend.

someone whom you cant't rely on,

someone who is petty or whatsoever.

At least we know that..Nobody is perfect.

I have many wishes..

I wish that on my birthday I won't have to plan this year.

I wish that when I'm down, I know someone is there for me to hear it =)

I wish that when I'm itching for a movie, I know you're there =)

I wish that when there's no lunch at home suddenly, I can ask out to save me from hunger t.t

Sometimes, It really helps to have more than one close friend.

Someone whom you can look out for, someone whom you can talk to =)

I'm not someone who is that friendly actually, i realized.

& My mood swing is terrible. LOL

Alright, this is just sharing of my thoughts =)

I will now learn buy a gift with my heart and not how close are we =)

2010-06-24T00:47:00.002+08:00

These are the people I seen today.............
Weird combination..........
Talk sibei loads crap............
But its fun!

Today........i went to treatment!! I have no choice :( If not i will not have treatment this week because saturday, my mum is not free @ all!!!!!! So how???? treatment for the day :( Woke up, no lunch nothing.... cause sis will be out for cousin wedding thingy. & Mum tot i settle lunch alone @.@ I didn't even mention im going out!! :( SIGH! so....big big rain before i head out, sigh.

THANK GOD!! after treatment, miss grace came down my clinic and bring me go ion orchard grab some finger food 谢谢你！:D then we headed to raffles city for our 粥！heehee. I love the 粥 there at raffles city. Whenever i stepped into there and sit the sofa seat, i will say.. Actually, here is a very good place to fellowship. So many seats and the food is very nice, spacious somemore!!.I think grace hear this, hear until damn sian already. LOL. Just that the food pricing abit expensive la...porridge min $5.90. ZZZ. But i feel that, u pay for the ambience la....where can you find foodcourt so clean and chio one. I see the cleaner , wipe and re wipe the table, making sure its clean even when nobody sitting. I can feel he take his work seriously , even as a cleaner.

Then have to wait for late king -_- to repair grace laptop. ZZZ. & headed to starbucks to continue talk sibei loads crap. LOL. crap + crap = crapsss please. I drank my long-awaited craving!! JAVA CHIP FTW. lols. Busy eating those whip cream. Yummmmy x33 AHAHAH! I love java chip.

WALAUS. i type so long, my coin dozer only 2 coins... zZz. Nevermind, patience!!EH! MY PRIZE JUST DROPPED :D

Ahh....quite a fun day because i finally went out and eat some really is call food, food -_- But anyway, still having headache :( I think really should take a rest!

Appointment tomorrow @ 4pm instead. Time to pack my wardrobe and textbook, Mum keep nagging ah :( & school is starting :( I don like projects.... :(

GOODNIGHT :D

2010-06-22T23:45:00.002+08:00

H E L L O!!
I didnt't manage to go to today's poly-class outing @ marina barrage!! :( All my long-awaited kite flying plus picnic plus seeing my classmates is gone!!! :( It was all because of the virus attack i got on one monday......

From here onwards, i will describe in more details about what happen yesterday...

I was feeling x10000000000000 ok on sunday right? Still can blog about all my delicious food etc then at night was still eating durian sia!! :( Then ard 230am, feel that my chest very 'men' 'men' , so decided to head off to bed , don't want sit infront of compter liao.....
Then when the next morning i woke up, i 就head to toilet then vomit...Thought what happen & i saw yesterday durian!! I only eat two seed sia.. x.x Then sister call mom, mom never bring phone go market , then i gg to die at my mom room liao cause i then start keep vomitting :( Its countless lor!!! Mom go off, i start vomitting de sia...so can you imagine the waiting of my mum...somemore my sister can't even head out of the house even though she is very free cause she is currently 养病 . Damn depressed :( Then slowly, the trips to the toilet was so tiring, i have to hold a plastic bag with me cause I was so weak :( Then, around 1pm MUM then came home..walao, i wake up at 10am .. now think back, i vomit for 3 hours , not bad leh..Just that i vomit out the what my mom calls it ' huang yan shui' means one of the liquid in your body, when you vomit that, its a bad bad thing...So....1.40 we headed to the clinic....piangs..reach there 1.55 like that ok!!! The clinic suppose to open at 2pm one!! But 2pm liao, still haven't open, 2.05 then open, 2.20, doctor then come..the wait was so long.........then i suddenly just vomit and manage to be the first to see the doctor when i was the fifth. LOL. Thank God :)
Headed home, all i think of is to sleep, no sitting, no standing. And i slept...till 6pm :( Tried to have breakfast-lunch-dinner, but i v bloated when i eat 2 mouth of porridge and was very thirsty, drank 4 sip of water in between one of my sleep and vomit out, damn sian... and slept :( I kept sleeping till today 10am. I pro anot, sleep for one day , one night:)

THIS CONCLUDES MY MONDAY-TUESDAY!!

Then this morning, i was 50% recovered :( But still quite weak and mom was calling every hour since i woke up, asking how am i etc etc etc ... Quite irritating right. LOL. But then, slowly i was fine cause i start to drink water..eat a little porridge slowly, just whole day 'men men' one . Then mom say cause yesterday vomit too much, hurt my the idk what they call it ok. she just say 上到里面？？！！？so i just ORH. Then tomorrow, since i just recovered, i don't know should i go treatment anot :( Sigh...still like headache plus 'men men' leh :(

Oh ya! My neighbour, also kena the same virus as me!! She told my mum. haha! I conclude its the same neighbour that said hi to me when i was the way to the clinic...Its my conclusion. But idk is it her, Should be la hor. :)

Thank God i recovered,
Thank God my mom was there when i fell real sick...

I can't even reply sms properly...mostly one sentence :( Too weak to even press :(

I got...gastric flu................zZz!

Goodnight!!!! Sleeping early tonight..!

2010-06-21T00:27:00.002+08:00

Good morning everybody!! Cause its past 12am, its a brand new day. A new monday, No monday blues still because there's no school! hehehe, but there's treatment(-.-) Very the siansiansian leh......And you see the picture above... (CLICK FOR BIGGER IMAGE AH) Got so many kites!!! There' more but just this much first cause my camera "bu gou lat" ah. Handphone only...can take until the kite already 不错了 right? heehee. After seeing this picture make me wanna fly kite on tuesday!!!! HEHEHE, very long never fly liao.!!! And...amazing that jurong also can fly kite you mei you!! Its the jurong industrial park ah...! Very long and foerign name!! In short, the park beside safra ! and opp jurong point, still sound quite long. Its not the 'art in the park' park.

&& Just now in msn....yannni ask me to edit my photo and show everybody my before and after of my look. HAHA! & here it goes....! :D Cause the doudou v obvious and my face look very LOL! so i decided to slap it with a heart. heehee. Look so different :( But then, far from wendy!!! RIGHT? :D:D , yes i agree. I heard you agree-ing in your heart laa!

& Its so hard maintaining the bangs :(

Today i slept till 4pm!! &&&& should be 4.35pm sia..HAHAHHAHAHHA. just saw a four infront :) Then headed for father's day dinner leh!! :D Good food Good food but blardy expensive please :( $498.....LOL. shocking bill siazxc. ROFLMAO, luckily split among 3 people! so should be 100 plusplus per family la.. hehe:)

Nice food, but no pictures..cause food come, i gobble up liao, where got time to take photo right. YALO! Totally agreeing to myself . freaking nice and never laosai. I think my stomach only accept quality food sia -.- I ate those foodcourt keep laosai sia. Or even fastfood -.-

Ok, time for durians. Yes at this hour. !! GOODBYE!! JEALOUS ANOT.!!!

HAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

2010-06-20T01:26:00.002+08:00

This is an image of wendy's........ Hello people!! I'm super tired mentally but physically, i just wanna nua, watch tv, play comp but! my eyes giving up on me, seriously closing any minute, as long as i lie down, i know i will zzz till next day already. Today's treatment was (Y) because te doctor finally do something to my lower back.!! Do you realize that i can bend more easily today :D Oh!!! and I'm able to walk up stairs liao!! And slope!! Just that my muscle is aching due to the game played during cellgroup... thigh hurts :(

I posted the pictures of wendy's because.....
Mr kenrick say i look like her!!
My mom say i look like her too and if i tie two pony tails i look more like her!!
& so on and so for, many others said..
My bans straight ok, i think i look like zhen zi more because my hair v black!! && soohuilun also cut bangs. hahahah! Can't imagine if me , emilia , soohuilun go presentation tgt for wk 13, and wk 15, we will be busy making sure our bangs no hole!! haha :X

&& Change of plan today after service!! I ended up going to Liang court for my seizeriya~ :) Craving for that for very long time, esp the drumplets ;) I tried the pizza , it was soso...quite worth $6.85. LOL. I was very full then but THANK GOD, i didn't shit out what i ate..

Tomorrow is father's day!! My dad organised a gathering you knoww.. Finally got talk GOT ACTION LEH!! :) Its at pioneer wharf, 10 people !! Me, Mom, Dad, Dad's younger bro, Dad's younger bro's elder son, Dad's younger bro's youngest son, Dad's youngest bro's wife, Dad's elder bro, Dad's elder bro's wife. Last but not least, My grandmother. heehee. Sound so complicated but i like...Ohkays, seriously collpase so0oOoOoOn!!

Goodnight :)

2010-06-19T01:33:00.003+08:00

Today i headed to cell group =)) This are the people in my cell group. HAHA! && we've this river crossing game && i think i slapped someone somewhere accidentally. But i don't remember who cause nobody give me black face (-.-) LOL.

Before cellgroup, I went to have my hair cut! BANGS! ------- LOL. Look super weird, but i like:) As though i went plastic surgery cause i don look like evangeline laaaaaa :X I think tomorrow when i go treatment, deanna and sabrina will laugh @ me. LOL!!! :X Chowtee say i look 2 years younger. lols! :X My mom say not bad , my dad say i look so ah toot ah. :( My sister say ugly, she never say i pretty before one lo, always say im ugly after ever hair cut! So, im quite numb to it liao leh....Huilun say i look like CXY, LOLS. WTH. HAHA! She's prettier than me x1000. My goodness x.x LOL!!! No peektures, but soon soon! :p

&& Actually i very excited for tuesday outing & still thinking what to bring :X heehee! I want fly kite lehhhhhhhhhh!! But i scared i faint, i think i won't!! :) Emilia say our clique like steady steady but other classmates TO BE CONFIRM.. so i think it will turn out to be clique outing. LOLSLOLSLOLS. But anyway, also don't mind la...cause i only normally talk to those in my clique, other people just talk about school stuff :X

I have not done the following :( :

DCN assignment :(
Study iweb topic 4,5,7
Revise programming essential
Do math holiday assignment..
Throw my old textbook away

WHAT AM I STILL WAITING FOR? OMG..

but i have done :

Static webpage
keep 1/2 of my clothings
cut my long-awaiting bangs. LOL

2 and 3 is supposed to be done before the holiday :/

Ah! tomorrow have to wake up at 730am :( Goodnight :)

2010-06-18T02:09:00.001+08:00

Facebook is so funny.
It's amazing how people whom you seldom talk and interact with actually can still like something about you. haha!

2010-06-17T23:21:00.002+08:00

Today i went to school for my math extra lesson!! && only this few people turn up from my class . ohkay, +1 more!! :/ So, its still very little what. See the picture, my shorts longer than emilia shorts but that XXX WONGSK catch my shorts sia :(

Today i realize that i will no longer use the word i SWEAR because sound so crude and those holy people ard me will say....christian cannot swear! Then when i use i promise, some will say promise can be broken all this hor!! like quite 不可靠. So, i will use..I vow . I VOW THAT. i vow i vow. ok so lame :/

I got my entry proof from SEAB liao. I'm posted to HKSS for examination. I don even know how to get there :/

And OH ya! You see the picture below, my school recently upgraded the mac book screen to this big sia. I remember this size used to be my old toshiba tv sia. The fat one, no flat screen. Such a pity my course like can't even use sia :( OMG. let me use 1 hr also 爽一下下！

Bye! :D

2010-06-17T02:20:00.008+08:00

哈哈哈哈哈！明天又要看到她们咯！！开心。哈哈。

Eh walao, my house upstair keep got the door eeeek sound sia. :(
Tomorrow got math extra lesson :( Ok, better keep up the learning attitude of wanting to learn pleasseee. omg.

Yes!! I revamp my blog already ok. I not lazy! I'm gg to blog regularly liao!! hehe

I read back my archives. edit...all these. haha!
No lonely countdowns anymore!
No gaming anymore! :)
& I GOT my xxxxx!!! LOLS
eh Walao, don di-siaosiaosiao lei :( I know not funny. ahhahaha!
& I went to church on 24 august i think. heehee. then after that time, 2 weeks later i got saved. heehee. & LOL! i was actually shocked my ex-cgl gave me birthday present on my birthday. Must be very long never receive that time and! I really love that gift (L)

Time to sleep! Bye nao!

2010-06-11T23:41:00.002+08:00

Hello Human beings..I wanted to revamp my blog. I'm sick of this skin.
I promise, i will do it during my term break and change everything!! Of course is get the skin from blogskin first......sigh...ballring job.

Anyway,I'm in poly liao. Its very fast right? I also think so..blink blink I already study for 2 months...Ohmy! I did nt very well for this term and i promise i will buck harder for term 2!! This is my class...I consider average size..Its 20 people.........with one gone to NS.. lols.
Oh ya, I should start saving money so that i can buy back my Sister watch which i lost last year...She start her nagging already, cause that watch is out again. So, after building fund, i shall payback her. Walao, the watch more exp than my 1 month building fund :( Means i have to survive on rice and soya sauce again!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok, time to sleep because my doctor for my back called and my dad made an appointment with him for review. Shit man, that time he make my back until 33 degree, don know what new method he coming up again, because I cant stand the torture!! Why can't the doctor understand? Does torturing you means you will be fine? NOOO!!!

Night.

2010-03-22T23:30:00.001+08:00

Things are not the same anymore ,

I cant measure some.
I only know you want it, have it all .

Some is so hard. You cant be giving this much and take back some.

Right ?

So, live w it , things will be better i guess

2010-03-20T00:03:00.002+08:00

Time, Time Time..

I got this from my friend blog! read on (:

Here’s to all those girls who used to be his number one.

The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check your cell phone the next morning and be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened. Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to him say, “I only want to be your friend”, one day, then listened to him say that he loves and misses you, and the next when he doesn’t want to be anything at all. Here’s to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change.

We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, got crap from our parents, and even snuck around to see him even for a while. We went through the great stage with no fights all over again. We started this out thinking it would be just friends, and ended up falling in love with him again. We wanted nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he loved us too, that even though things were bad in the past, they would be different this time. And when we finally heard it, it was like we were dreaming. This is for us.

Here’s to the ones who believed what he said, sat around all over again waiting for a phone call that might come in a few hours, or a few days. Here’s for the tears cried and dried all over again.
We wanted so desperately to believe that he was really busy, he couldn’t possibly call us at that moment, or even that he fell asleep early. We trained ourselves to believe the lies because we wanted to believe we had found the one for us. We learnt to settle for someone who didn’t treat us the way we should be treated.

Here’s for the ones who did their hair and make up and put on their prettiest everything, only to hear him say that he couldn’t see us today. The ones who never believed it when people told us there might be someone else. We just couldn’t believe that he could do this to us again.

This is for those great girls, who loved him more than words can say, and took him back no matter what happened last time because they couldn’t bear to look back on their lives one day and wonder “what if”.

This is for the girls that stayed up all night long listening to him whine about an ex girlfriend who cheated on him, and cried during the entire conversation. The ones who hoped he would realize that he deserved better, that he deserved us. When he said that he loved you, but he was in love with her, he didn’t mean it. This is for the ones that held on to something that was never there to begin with.

This is for us girls, who somehow managed to get him to forget about her, and get him to tell us that he was in love with us again, only to have him tell us three weeks later that “You’re just not the one for me.” or maybe, “things were going too fast, I’m just not ready.” (Then later on find out he has a damn girlfriend already.)

Here’s to the girls who couldn’t cry to their friends because of how stupid they felt. The ones who held it all in when things came crumbling to pieces again. This is for the ones who couldn’t bear to even tell their mom what was going on, for fear of an “I told you so.” The ones that could just tell that they had made a mistake ever allowing him into their hearts, their beds, and their dreams again.

We knew that we deserved better the entire time, that we deserved a guy who would call when he said he was going to, one that would come see us when ever he got the chance, one that would really care about us. We just wanted the one that we loved like that.

Here’s for the ones that finally realized that he never gave one thought about them.
Here’s for the time that he took to waste, breaking your heart… again.

This is for those days spent trying to hold back the tears, and the tears that turned into anger, then disappointment.

Here’s for us girls who finally realized that we deserve better.
This is for those confusing days, when you miss him, and want nothing more than to hear his voice, or feel his arms around your waist.

Stay strong, and remember that relationships are like broken glass, sometimes it’s better to leave it alone rather than try to put the pieces back together and get hurt all over again. Remember the times you cried, and how long it took you to even be able to look at another guy like that.

When your song comes on the radio, turn off the station.
When the day comes that he realizes what a mistake he made and tries calling,
turn your phone off.
When he tries coming to your house, don’t answer the door.

Think of all the broken promises, and the lies, the manipulation and the tears, the wasted moments and staying up all night wondering where the hell he was.Think of how your heart used to jump when your phone would vibrate in the middle of the night, and how it fell to your stomach when you saw it wasn’t him, and realized that once again, he hadn’t called when he said he was going to.

One day, you’ll find a guy who’s worth all the tears, but he won’t make you cry.You may think that you’ll never care about someone like you did to that guy that you always ran back to, but you will.It’s gonna hurt like hell, and it’s going to need time to heal, but the point is, it will heal

2010-03-08T23:51:00.002+08:00

Hi!!!
I'm so guilty :( have been like watching movie...can see money fly.... LOLS
Should go axs tomorrow to pay my building fund! hehe..

Watched Alice in wonderland, it sucks to the max :S The whole cinema laugh.... I cant even laugh, its so lame and not funny at all. zZz. Don't understand how the cinema is pack -_-
Its not nice!

Watched Being human, quite funny though....haha!

I cant do medical check up :( I'm so depressed. Wasted the day :(
Then, i ate 3 meals today. yipee!! :D

Am so lost at twitter, but whatever :S Lols.

I need a phone :(

2010-03-03T00:26:00.002+08:00

Happy! Today and yesterday treatment was ok-ok!! Cause i was so tired then i fall asleep while doing those exercises. hahaha!! :D

So happy, its ending soon soon soon! real soon,
have not gotten my enrolment package, :(
Ah, hope nothing goes wrong!

Can't wait for saturday afternoon come~ I smell freedom :D

I need a work! :D
I need money! :D
I seriously need. LOLS.
Eating lunch at shaw centre everyday is no joke, they scam my money :( :( :(

I'm a orchard idiot :X

Hope wednesday treatment will be a good one. AMEN! :D

I got photos to show!! But, this is not my comp :(

And!! percy jackson is nice!!!! :D I laugh my ass off during the movie, its v v v v fun like seriously. LOLS. Didnt regret wasting $$ watching. haha!!

Even though im so tired after treatment, but this movie really makes my day :D

Everyday...just so tired when i reach home........ 8 plus... :(
I will unknowingly fall asleep on the sofa x.X

Ending!!

I thank God for friends being there for me when i'm going through this tough period :)
For the dinner, for the accompany, for the encouragement sms..

And, can you believe it......................................................last thursday i think, grace came down shaw pei me eat lunch. lols, v kind hor. LOLS. Unbelievable!

And, i realize i kept gg out after adjustment everyday !! :X Bad bad.. Lols!

Bye!

2010-02-23T00:16:00.002+08:00

I just started my intensive treatment. I almost died .. haha! so kua zhang, but then like seriously :( I vomit 2 times, lao sai 2 times, how~~~~~ If this continues, i lose weight in 2 weeks time. Hmm...So depressing during the whole intensive :( So pain, so trapped.

I want to confide in my best friends, family, friends but I do not have the courage. I've so many things to say..... but i do not have the courage. sighhhhhhhhhhhhh. I want to say something so badly.

I hope i can perservere till nxt friday :'( Really feel like giving up.. OK, please don't ....

I'm so sad :(

Ok i'm not.

Just wanna say... that... I can't stand this treatment x(

Incentive please. LOLS

2010-02-15T03:09:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New year!! :D
This year, my all-time cold joke works!!! , like finally. hehehehehe....and it goes like this..
Dad: So what time are you going to wake up tmr for chinese new year??
Me: Tiger time! I will wake up at tiger time [ the beer joke :D ]
So......qiao.....that this year is the year of tiger!! Hahahahahahs :D
This year, the 21 dot ..... we didnt play much , maybe everyone v sian of it, playing it every year..
This year hongbao was disappointing :'( [ Ask me why... boo :( ]
But this year, manage to psycho dad in taking cab twice. hehhehehehee :D
The sun so bright, we like vampire, scared the sun so must take cab -__________________-

Oh ya! class outing :)
1st photo: is me and my hao peng you!! I v fair hor in this photo!!! hahahaha, like finally on par with eileen pi fu :S I spam beancurd de ok!! , just kidding :S I look fat also :S Eileen like grow taller sia!! :D

2nd photo: is the seating buddies!! :D In class, we sit together, at the back row, crapping and eating snacks together, damn funny!! always chao and chao with each other. Me , eileen and kha eng.. his nick name is kiakia. AHAHAHAHS, SO agua and gay :X and the sky look so nice in the background :S

oK, Goodnight!!! steamboat ftw! :D Mom say steamboat for our family ltr!!!!! :D:D but i see no food being prepared the day before :S Last minute buying?????? :X

2010-02-09T01:13:00.002+08:00

I'm super duper happy!!! :):):)

And, me ate durian pancake agn (:(:(:

And, CNY IS REALLY COMING!!!!!!!

I have no reason why im so happy and excited about it.

I dreamt i got myself an iphone and stopped playing all the games.. hahahahahahahs!

2010-02-08T01:46:00.002+08:00

hehehe..... hi!

I feel
burden-ed
happy
short-tempered

NOW.

I laugh at almost everything :X

I hope my prayers come true :(

AND, cny coming!! :)
May ....
My family,
be united!
be strong!
be happy!
The four of us x)
hehe..
papa, mama, jiejie, meimei.

May ....
My good friend,
Succeed in what she want :)
All the way!!

May ....
My cell group,
Growth!
Love!
Unity!
7march will be a good good day!

May ......
My chu yi,
Get loads of hongbao
Hongbao got alot money
Money put in bank
Bank give me many interest
hehehehe!

May ......
My financial,
will be blessed. hehehe
get more blessings. hehehe

May .....
Myself,
burden to be gone!
worries-free!
duty-free!
Always-free! [ available , im priceless~ ]

May ....
ALL,
be happy,
be optimistic,

YAY!

Its feb already, thats fast!! WHY NO PHOTO?
cause comp spoil :(

Bye!

2010-02-03T23:38:00.001+08:00

I'm very happy :]

Current back treatment = living hell...
enduring five months! :S
Intensive in two weeks time.... = dead hell..

Hope i survive. HAHAHA!

2010-01-20T01:26:00.003+08:00

I wanna eat this :(
I wanna drink this :(

BAD CRAVINGS...

Today i headed to my parents room and talk to my mom. I told her im 小主人cause my sirname is Lim, and im part of this family. I told her the truth about whats bothering me. And she tell me why like this? and 做什么lei.. you know what i say to her that she reply me that ... I said... [don kill me, haha]
可以不要住一个礼拜吗?
sigh..now i this 小主人feels so没用。。I can't even voice out much :( If only she know how i feel? She ask me why i each one also dislike..Its not i dislike, its i feel that some things cannot be done overboard. Just like 家有家规。。right? If they cannot even respect the basic, why should i even welcome it? My goodness, gobangwall. So, i've said my piece to 妈妈。And, i'm feeling so uneasy, but who cares cause i'm going to heaven tomorrow!!! :) I mean, my aunt house. hahahas! Her burger is vvv nice esp with her special cream. Haha!

Things to do tomorrow :
-Go open another bank account :S [ I've got a new goal!!! , same quota but give myself shorter time!! Most probably....when im 26 , 8 years! , might consider long..yea, cause later work, the money also go in :S ]
-Send letter
-Pass eileen her monopoly deal [ yay! get to see her, she's so funny. HAHAHA! ]
-Pack my toothbrush,face wash etc
Am so excited to head there.

Things to do after getting my pay , v lil but worth it :) Cause lunch and transport provided. Muahahhaha! :S
-Treat grandma eat [ must must must!! ]
-Faithfully attend my treatment :S [ even though the journey turns me off :( ] [ My parents gg to acc me during the first treatment i think, so encouraging, seeing me get tortured :S ]
-Pay my debts, [ i owe my money box money!! :( ]

& yay!! the lao auntie finally msg us , or is uncle ah... :S I'm in group B!!!!! and so are my friends~ Lalalalalalala~ Must make a working pact with eileen, :( i don wan history to repeat !!! Like the sembcorp, hahaha! but sembcorp pay is still the best !!!! :) With the help of the pay, i reached my quota!! In the first place, was mom wanted to how to say...fork out some and let me reach sooon..But after getting pay, i got more than my quota..Ended up drawing some cash out, so heartbroken :( I don like to withdraw money. zzz, make me feel sad because all this are my hard-saved money :(

Money makes the world got round and round, and Money 伤感情。。。

I flare up w my mom two days ago because she gave me 2 50$ instead of 1 100$ . I gave her 1 100$ and she should return me that mah :( And, im not angry cause of this stupid reason. 2 50$ also 100$ , Im angry because of the person holding my money. ZzZz. 100$ is alot. I feel so angry ... Don't wanna mention anymore.. Sigh..

I don wanna hate but each day it just grew deeper :( I don mean it but I cant take it anymore . zZz. 3 words for you... "GROW SOME BALLS" yay!! :)

Feel so much better voicing out here. Hope mom really get what i mean because i am then the 小主人！！！How can i lose to B.J.F.Z.D.F.K. ahhhh!! Its all chinese words with first letter of the word :)

Shall go pack my clothes. teehees~

2010-01-18T23:26:00.002+08:00

I love my 好朋友s more and more. haha!
Hi classmate!
Hi schoolmate!
I'm confessing it everyday leh :X heehees!

I love them more now because after getting results, i 听见，看见，one incident, then i feel so grateful to them :)
Anyway, after getting my results, even though i feel very disappointed but I'm glad that its within my expection :S
Like this score i get was what i expected for L1r5, haha, lame shit :S But anyway, it's ok already cause i submitted my JAE!! I'm quite satisfied with my choice and the consultant really talk alot. My dad asked alot questions too, making me so tired and hungry :( Well, at least there's still someone who can make decisions for me. hehe.

Oh yes, I'm going to my aunt house soon again!! :) Getting away from my house once in awhile makes me happier, at least i don feel bothered and feel very pek chek. I don't like the current situation now :( Will take action on february 1 onwards. hehe :) Now, i will just sit and wait............

Also, i wonder how some people survive 20 years of their life. Out of point, but still, why can't she be grateful and also, when can she stop coming up with new excuses, i'm sick and tired of it :S I want to kill somebody sooon ! [ i don't mean it ]. I'm saying jokingly..i will just scold :S I'm a good person. LOLS.

I love alll my choices, i know with my score i have limited choices, bullshit, i hope there's like 13th choice because I can't seem to decide which course to put...which to rank first :/

I want time to pass slower!! And, I'm really broke :X

2010-01-12T23:32:00.002+08:00

What can you see behind me? That's my result :( I really hope I can get into the course I want, im interested. Sigh :S Anyway, this whole situation is like when my sister got her psle score and my dad choosing school for her slowly..so, my dad is currently helping me find a course, explaining to me which to go :S Sigh.. This bothers me, cause my score +1 higher than the course i want. If only my score is -1 then i won't be so bothered.

Whats bothering me is something else which i have endured for so long, im so scared of voicing out :( I need help. Eileen..give me ideaSSS lei :S Sigh..

I really hope sp or np want me :D Positive, Positive, Positive!

Amen! :)

2010-01-11T01:27:00.003+08:00

Thats the feeling now!! before i get my results. HAHAS!
Its 2010 ! Like finallly! i believe that it is the best year! :D:D Anyway, result day is today! at 2pm, i bet 3pm then can start taking :S i tot of closing blog, but im lazy .. i just need a new template thats all! hahas.

Also, i found myself another job... hope results don affect my mood to work! I hope this year, most of the things will change for the better! like my backbone..my doctor is having so much faith ... 10degrees down by 5 months. haha! :D have faith with him! haha!!
The adjustment there is like quite madness :S LOLS. but feels like massage in some machine. so cool right! :D

Oh ya, my room is really seriously neater, i promise!! lol. No more ah-choooooooo in the middle of the night but im having cough till my voice v sha ya...hahaha! can't whisper :S if not like saying nothing at all. I think i missed out alot of fun but whenever i wanna join in the fun i feel outcast and left out. weird :S HAHA!

Result later, zomggg so eggcited, nervous, scared :S this determines my life sia!! :( I hope things will turn out fine. I HOPE!! :D and im broke or the month of january. I overspent this week target and used up half of next week target, my goooodness :S Lucky chinese new year coming, im so excited! haha!

im mad. i feel so happy.

share
my
joy

thanks x3

2009-12-26T02:17:00.002+08:00

Its christmas yesterday! :) this is a picture of me and my parents :)
Early morning on christmas, i went to church for service :)
Then i headed for a gooood lunch. Quite cheap i think! :X:X
Then, i went to visit my aunt whom i don rmb who . lol. And, she speaks english and she's as old as my grandmother. weird..Now grandma so high-tech. haha!
Then, i headed to g2 to see my mom since its christmas!
settled dinner at some kopitiam and headed home..........
I love christmas :) A pity, im broke..

Anyway just a short update on my backbone :) Its getting better since e treatment and i might change doctor to the below link :) Hopes everything gets better then i can be back to IMM! cause the doctor below is so...... hmm.....far!! in town!! so can u imagine e fee :( ok.. Get well soon evangeline :) Am suffering back ache now due to wearing high heels. Haha, mist of recovering go wear high heels now back ache -.- LOLS.
http://www.precision-spine.com/drwillkalla/

Then, just watched absolute boyf. I took so long to forget knight-kun now the show keep replaying again. zZz. Now, i feel rly v v v sad for him. sigh....:(

Goodnight! I've decided to change!

2009-12-26T01:52:00.001+08:00

Life is simple, doing similar things everyday. :) God's good, really! Amen
Life is very simple and its daddy birthday today! :)

2009-12-15T15:20:00.002+08:00

My birthday is over :) This year was very special ! Much more special than 2007 i guess :D At least i didnt celebrate in the hospital -pouts- Haha! but....i walk like a paika on my birthday. Shoe gave m problem = blister. Damn sickening. Today, plan was cancelled. Get well soon alright! So, sis and mom asked me out to town . Yay-ness. so gonna shop =l if i can find clothes i like. I'm quite picky actually.. haha! Most importantly, buy shoe and pants :/ Hope hope!! Even though there's no more work, i still felt busy! :( Wed, i need pack room then head for report...thursday, early morning accompany sis to do ic then adjustment then christmas dinner. Friday ah...Hmm...most probably go ....the blue shop. roflmao. AHHHHHHHHHH! Saturday service. haha!

This year birthday, i had a dinner with my colleagues after work. haha! Will miss them after working! So funny, ultra funny! especially samantha, the girl in pink :) Its great knowing them and most of them are same age as me! :o Saw anyone familiar? wooooo......
Then on last sunday, eileen, grace, kenrick, bryan, jordan celebrated with me~! At plaze singapura. Just had a simple brunch plus dinner. lols. At cafe cartel! Eileen and grace treat me :) also, i got a plush toy from thr cause we spent more than 40$ haha! Then headed to pool. It was so funny. AHHAHAA! then, headed home! :) Funny but tired ... :/ whereas monday has to work again. Work was fun! :) Didnt played pool, instead donkey and cheats. haha! Sang o macdonald and missed childhood. LOLS! Had a bad nose day, bad hair day, bad face day. So sickening! haha. Will miss all the donkeys transformed in sembcorp. HAHA! :) and also, fangfang and huiting . Muahaha!

I still feel empty even though i had celebrated my birthday with different people. There's still a missing item. Each year, i have it, i took it for granted. Its ok, shall get it over and move on :( Feels weird not having it..maybe cause i'm 17 already , people feels there's nt a need. well..well... Sigh -pouts- END OF BIRTHDAY LE, i can feel sad :) haha! but its ok, nxt yr will be better i guess =/ working on ur birthday is not bad afterall. hehe :D

Then, during live connection. hmm.....1,2,3,4!

Shall go prepare and head out :D

2009-12-11T23:07:00.001+08:00

I love my colleagues, they are so funny.
I don mind working with them.

I'M FINE.

I just found out something, am boiling hot now. I feel like killing.............................
I HATE IT.

anyway, it been 2 days...... today, its still the same, i and eileen almost succeeded, but it failed.. :(

2009-12-11T00:37:00.002+08:00

I dislike the current situation now :(
Who do i turn to.....Sigh :(
Not able to face the fact, avoiding will not solve the problem.
RIGHT!!

Dislike T.H! and H.T! why do i keep dislike-ing people, im mad, im seriously mad! am, eggcited for birthday cuz can get $$ :/

2009-12-10T00:20:00.003+08:00

Yes there's finalllly peektures! I decided to post pictures today! HAHAHAHAHAHS! :)
Life is quite smooth..pretty happy everyday until today when i realize.......... hais .. :(
Thinking of it makes me pretty upset, hope i get it over and move on. !!! *Angry* Did manual work today instead of cooping myself in the aircon room! Sitting there just makes me wanna vomit more blood. Can't daydream, Can't move around, Can't be myself!!! Its happier staying outside! So, im so determine to quickly finish the last long data and join the others outside wit manual work :D I'll be much happier i guess...............................................
Anyway, i've been changing my schedule every now and then, and i feel so pressurize! not because of my schedule...Do you guys ever have this feeling like..You wanna celebrate some occasion but come to think of it..you do not how to celebrate and others have no idea too and still celebrate w no ideas. Will you call off or play along with it???
I asked someone, Why...why will some people feel this way.....Isn't everyone playing the same role in my life...? You ask me out, I might be free. You ask me earlier, i can confirm with you first. I seriously think i do not play any favourism to whom it is. I tried to make way , pave my choo choo tracks nicely, but each time, i feel that its disappointment that is stacking up. I do not like it when you feel i play favourism. I have my limits, if i were to keep playing favourism, then i can jolly well say goooodbye to whom you are, close to me? friends with me? Really...will i even place time for you? Will i even give you my time... ?? I realize, sometimes..people should not really judge by how long the friendship be. Even though the friendship might be long, the foundation is empty! Anybody feels this way? Its like everybody thinks that this grp of friends are close...but in actual, they do not know each other really well! Unbelievable isnt it? I'm not pin-pointing anybody, im just trying to speak out my thoughts.
Ask me, if i were to do stocktake again, will i want it?
N.O. NO! I will not want to do this again unless im reallly so bored! I should have took my sister advice, but i didn't...... I told her, for me is different..but im wrong.... Its the same over and over again!
After reading so much chunk, i guess some of you do not really understand what shiet im talking. Today, my mood is really screwed up and bad...One look i think others can see my mood is bad, i feel so lan san lan san...hais, but whatever man, few more days and i'll not be there already! Cant deny work is fun, but it just makes my blood keep boiling as time goes by....BIG SIGH!
So, now i do have activities lie ahead, I'VE MY OWN PERSONAL LIFE. i've my freedom. My circle is not as tiny as a 5 cent coin but its not big as whatever it is..Its just......normal, like you and me! I hope that we can each move on, be a better friend and not always saying biased..you also have to pack ur own activities etc..It just hurts me so much...There're so many hidden meaning, You think there isn't? then, im overthinking..Why am i overthinking? Am i too free...? Hmm......Let's skip the topic!
I've decided, im gg to make it a point to visit grace when she is working. Give her support! Haha! Back to it, I've decided to celebrate with my family on my birthday, reason being simple, i dislike being said for playing biased-ness......what a sucky excuse right, and YES IT IS. HHAHAH! so...im thinking of eating..home...coook....foood... I'm a simple girl, my english sucks ..... how do u pile hh and h into a word? you use the i....right? Yes, i wonder what do others think about it..hmm..Ok, shall not be so wordy...Let me explain my photos :D
This two photos are taken during halloween!! Limited photo i know......we don intend to go..as o levels are coming......but we went, and went back early.......so 2 photos! enough :D

Then..i cant rmb when, headed to vivo........rest of photo in another area of memory card...cant get it yet :( NICE yea? ? :D

Taadaa! Here's my Wii'ssssssss character!!
Starting from left....Sky[sis bf], mummy, daddy, me and sister!! Kawaii nehzxc,
playing wii make me happy and hand tired :(
Getting high score is the best. hehehehhe.

Last but not least....this is the card i mention few post earlier :) I got this idea from my pri 5 artwork....I remembered what i draw that time....a house...with chimmey, with bright sun, white clouds, blue sky.... so pretty :)

There! my colleagues its only.......like.....1/4 of it only...the rest dk flew where. hahaa

Us , doing manual work today..so fun..! do u realize...i started wearing my new specss?? LOLS!!! what a random question -.-"

Last but not least!! FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!

I ate this two like so recently!! within two weeks, the platter...the prawn is....THUMBS UP!!! :D so nice please....pathetic, only got 4 zxczxczxc.

and the one on the right......is what i always think suits me..No vege, got egg, noodle, my fav living brown thing.....so simple! and chicken.....coool right, add drink only 5.50$ :D

Muahahahaha!

What should i wear for work tmr?? Cant wear short pants :/

WHAT SHOULD I WEAR??!?!!?

i've tops, its time to buy shoe and bottom!! [ >:C ]

Yes, i agree. Muahahahah!

Time to sleep, there's still work tmr..!

I hate favourism, shoOoooooooooooooooooooooooo!

2009-12-07T00:40:00.001+08:00

Good news!!

Mom says.. SIGN ON!

-go crazy, bang wall!! - hahahahahahahs :)

Am happy! today,tmr and forever~~~~

2009-12-01T18:07:00.002+08:00

Just reached home after work :) Work was extremely fun! I will do it for ten days~~ Hahahahhaha, everyone is so friendly!!! and helpful you know!! Huilun ask me don anti-social, LOLSLOLSLOLS. anyway, the food kinda sucks =/ what do you expect from a free lunch right.......the meat is spicy, there's vege.....egg got onion... -.-" watermelon is nice (Y)(Y) haha! So sweet and juicy!
The time fly very fast~~~ Go in aircon room and out of it, quite fun! :) Till 15 dec then! no birthday then no birthday! HAHAHA! :D
I just gotten my pay ! i mean my monthly salary, happpy!! :) spend alot yesterday....on food and ....hehe c.....a.............b...... -.-" Lazy people ok.
Am so in love with the song 1,2,3,4... it just cheers me up when my mood is bad! and.....i will go high with it! HAHAHAHHA lols.
Alright, its quite tiring, time to....rest my hands and mind and....................play some wii perhaps or...............Plan about my next plan. I'm going to torture somebody. Muahahahahhahaha. secret :) *smirk*

2009-12-01T01:08:00.000+08:00

This song makes me happy :)
SING TO ME!!! HAHAHAHHAHA.

2009-12-01T01:07:00.000+08:00

Latest update, working till 15dec... I can dream on celebrating my birthday:(
ok!

2009-12-01T00:09:00.002+08:00

YOU CHOOSE THE CLASS YOU PAY THE PRICE

izzachar rawks. lols, im supporting eileen's ok! :)
Today is 30th november. I spend my day wisely and fruitfully and productive..ly! haha! Its better lo, oh my!!
Early in the morning 10am, eileen woke me up..so blur and collapse back, ym msg-ed me at 10.45.....i woke up, still blur, knowing she has not leave hse, slept back.
When i woke up, it is close to 12 and she reaching jp ~.~
So, we headed off to jurong point and shop for your baking stuff. It was damn funny because we was looking for vanilla extract.....and we keep guessing if vanilla essence or vanilla powder is vanilla extract and....she call her friend, when her friend pick up, we found VANILLA EXTRACT, damn funny. ok ~.~
So, went home aft getting everything and start!shit, nvr buy cupcake cup...i went to minimart, mei you, went to giant, then you, so tired lo :(
So, we kept baking. first time succeed :D:D:D:D so coooooooooooooooooool and chio ok! I don care, i wanna bake again. lols!
Then quickly wash up everything and bathe :D Headed for adjustment and went to town to browse cause im starting work tmr so must quickly go town smell awhile. HAHAHA.
Tomorrow working, so excited!! hope its fun and hope i will be tired, no adjustment tmr!! 8-5 , hope i survive x.x wonder where's the boarding point of the bussssssss :/ so eggcited, scared i cant wake up tmr. LOLS.
And, i'm happy today, spent alot, am happy, me is happy! :)
You do this to me, Me can also do this to you.
Me, is happppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppy! :)

2009-11-29T17:26:00.002+08:00

Hand ache from playing wii..

I can't wait for work, its the first time.

Hope it makes me too tired to think about anything

Don't feel like seeing anybody now..

Need a break.

Except, my sweet friends :) E,G,YM,Y :)
and my family F,M,I :)

Will be back soON!

AND I REALIZE ON MY BIRTHDAY, AFTER WORK STILL GOT ADJUSTMENT. ZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzZZZ. lols

2009-11-28T22:43:00.004+08:00

I changed my spectacles again. hehe!
The next thing will be my hair :/

I got this weird thinking only.... haha..
Today my whole family plus my mum's sister plus my mum's sister's mother which is my mum's mother plus my mum's mother's sister plus my sister's boyfriend ate din tai fung ;) Sounds like there's so many people but no! only 8. hehehehe... our bill is..
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273 i think :)
Thats crazy. I feel like this is really life. haha! :l once in a while only :D
And.........really addicted to psp ._. i keep playing the same game..just wanna break record. lOLS.

Anyway, do you guys think i always talk ignorantly? Very stupid? Not understanding? very unreasonable? haha!
I really don't understand many many things.
Once a dumbo always a dumbo...... haha.
I know i talk so senselessly...i was being kaaachaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa in my brain. lols.

Life, busy.
I hope, work makes me tired....tired till i cant be bothered with anything..
No time for everything..

Today, i learnt a new skilled!
I leveled up. I mean in real life.
I leveled from.........27nov knowledge to 28nov knowledge.
COOL RIGHT, damn gamer.
I should not do things that make me unhappy........

Daddy finally bought wii! :D:D
$50 from me, $50 from sis, he pay 410..
its not ex....its e latest package, latest game :/
NICE BARGAIN.

I'm so sad still -.-
i cant cont acting so happy in this post anymore. bye..

2009-11-27T02:20:00.002+08:00

Everyday is weekend!!!

Haha:) I'm so happy sia this few days! :D Anyway, work is starting in one weeks' time! Haha, i'm mad! Its my first time working :D I hope everything will be well :)
Anyway, the surprise works!! Oh my, so happy. This is the first time myy plan work purrrfectly well as i expected, Haha! Even though i missed a school event, but i still enjoyed myself, luckily...LOLS!
Have been so addicted to the new game in my psp :/ shiet, i'm like an addict already.....................................................................
Mom accompanied me to adjustment just now! haha! ,Like finally again!! Haha!
Eileen say im like her mother!! always nagging her to go home. She everyday go home ard 11:30++++++++++++++ so dangerous for a girl hor, ya lo...hope this goes into the mind. haha!
Da lang..da lang..da lang..haha! I told mom about this show ;)
I'm so happpppppppppppppppppppppppppppppy :B
Don't tell you :/ *smirk*

BYE! off to sleep, don wan grow anymore pimple, it took me so long to get my face....like last time..back!

2009-11-25T00:12:00.002+08:00

I'm going on my firmstand, I don't care if you like it anot. I've already tried. So, not going to give a damn what you feel!
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Anyway,have been overspending! I didnt buy anything new ok, i spent mostly on food ;) hehehehe! but i lost 1-2kg though....damn sian~.~
When can i grow fatter:X

2009-11-23T23:47:00.002+08:00

I'm evangeline!
I made a new friend today!
She's so lovely, I know her one year ago but I didn't talked to her until today!
I'm happy, shall show you who is it next time. hohoho :)
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Anyway, I'm going to see velle tmr!!!!!!! I'm super excited, like finally lo :(
Hmm....no dinner tmr *pouts* But its ok!
Have been blogging :/
I'm so happy! haha!
I sound weird.
I cant sleep these few days well!
SHIT, I REALIZE I'VE YET TO DO SOMETHING...

2009-11-23T23:30:00.002+08:00

I finally packed my room. Is this good or bad.? haha! I've been sneezing after i packed -> dusty lo!! Haha! I've part 2 to continue! :D
Anyway, just some thoughts..
I don't understand why some people just can't appreciate :( You know, even if you don't even like it, at least like, just xin ling yi xia xia ma..dui ma?
Gek awhile also won't sao yi kuai rou.
Ah, dammn it i cant even type chinese in this computer.
Its like don like, so? at least see the effort,thoughts and sincerity it ma!
dui ma hor ?
Yeah lo! but whatever la~ also none of my business. don like then don like lo. lols.

2009-11-22T00:32:00.003+08:00

Today, isn't a great day at all! It started out bad and ended bad too! Haha! Have not been sleeping well these few days , yawns :o Life is so ballring this few days..I've been wanting to pack my room..but, i still haven pack my room! What's worst was that more and more stuff on my table, everything stack high high. Even my small cabinet is higher than my study table! -_-!!!
Anyway, me, Miss Lim, is seriously traumatised by a mad woman on the street........Don't wanna say about it or i will be scared by sitting mrt again. I want to see a counsellor[sp] . I'M DAM TRAUMATISED. Well, not going into details because it just scares me off..Then recently, many weird stuff happened, I really don't know what this world is turning into you see..How i wish... haha!
Oh, kiasu me, just recently did some bargain checks and gotten myself a movie ticket for free!! ok, maybe half price. I know its...so auntie! Shall not share how i do it *smirks* Just happy because it is a evening ticket! Its quite expensive than usual you know :l Oh my, so happy! Probably this is the only thing that makes me happy today. haha!
Recently, I was so into psp! Its making me to become an addict! A SERIOUS ADDICT! The game is UP, its not childish! It requires thinking ohkay..heh!
Also, the exercise thingy is pissing me day by day..How i wish.. i do not have such a problem then i will not have such a burden everyday..I've not done my second exercise yet. zzzzz...
Hmm...I realize my bed like out of shape :/ maybe that explains my back ache, shoulder ache, butt ache. haha! Ok rubbish...my butt ache comes from yesterday!! Hahaha, i sat at the wooden dining table from like..1130-4.20!! AM i mean! haha, doing the whatever birdday card, rushing it out cause apparently, someone says i've to get it done by saturday because we will be celebrating the birthday on saturday. So..you guys must be thinking its just a card right. But the dumb fact is..i've already started it 2 days ago my dear, from thursday! I know its partly my fault for coming out with sucha idea! But if i were given one more day, i wouldn't complain! CAUSE apparently, the birthday is on SUNDAY! and whatthebird, we're also seeing each other on sunday -____- Waste my cab fare, waste my precious sleeping time. I'm so pissed with it..Let me tell you the wonderful ending of the card :) That card..apparently, landed in someone else bag cause we didnt celebrate it @ all! Funny right? and the most funny thing is............................................................They are going to celebrate it on sunday ...
so...
here..
comes..
two..
words..
specially...
comes..
from...
the..
bottom...
of..
my...
heart..
FCUK IT

Nothing can describe the feeling.. Who can? Who ever appreciate ? I don't need to be appreciated, at the least, RESPECT right? Oh .. what is this man! Alright whatever, i promise to myself i will never never never do any birthday card for them anymore because it a history repeating!! I still remember i have to rush out a card till the middle of the night before for this new friend. The bloody next day.................................................the person never come. Eh what is this man.. Let me just assume, IT WENT INTO MR GARBAGE!!!! hahahaha :l
Pathetic, messy table, messy floor -> into the rubbish dumb. Real pathetic, i feel damn sad for myself...really damn sad. Is it worth it? NO!
Absolutely no!! oh my, when im typing i suddenly remember about absolute boyfriend. Why did knight kun go destroy himself :( he can be with the girl even though he's a robot mah :( So touching, and so nice! What the bird, i skip topic again. haha.
This is my blog. I'm free to post whatever i like. really..Just read, why comment so much right??
I'm so...gg to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep late tonight again :)
Plan B starts!!!! :D Oh man, up is really freaking nice you know? haha! I'm so scared of sitting the MRT already, I'm gg to try take as many bussssssssss as possible ;] I don't wanna meet another mad woman you see.. haha!
The world is always turning..It would not be because of one person and stop turning . you know what i'm trying to sayyy?
I'm so emotional these few days, and this is terrible, i shall go charge my handphone. heheheh!
I'm so in love with the song.. 不,完美..! suddenly!! so hard to copy the singer name, but whatever! who's interested? haha!
Just saw something funny on facebook, currently laughing my ass off, shall go fix my ass soon!!!!!!! Oh, and someone's birthday's round the corner ;)
This year, on my birthday, I have it celebrated in a special way! On my birthday, I'M WORKING!! hahaha, and freak, its the last day of work. lols. Have to sleep freaking early on sunday so that i won't be late for work! For this work, i'm not supposed to late or i sure get lost :S Jiayou evangeline! I found a job!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't need money! I'm working for the sake of stacking my bank number -.- I've private savings to spend :D hehe!
Like going to........................................................places to play lo ._.
You know, i know. hehe! I'm not friendly anymore!! haha!
I love this sentence..
I rather be hate for who I am than love for who i am not! :)
and LOVE IS BLIND <- my currently tagline.
There's a funny story behind it :)
No photos again, cause i'm currently using my mother's laptop! haha, i'm so lazy to face that mr dc king computer :) and using laptop is good! because i can sit comfortably at my bed! woohoo rather than sitting up always..... :)
I'm still evangeline, apparently, these few days my mood is really really screwed D: wanted to do manicure but my mom say have to work cannot do manicure, I SHALL ENDURE! go do pedicure instead :S hahhaha!
I..changed alot i guessed..D:
I seriously think i do not deserve any lecture .. i think grace know what im saying regarding this sentence :) I DO NOT DESERVE IT SO JUST ZIP YOUR MOUTH :D I'll be happier you know? you know? Who are you to me and who am i to you? Lets just make a clear cut do you get me? :D
I've like never ending things to say.. haha! Its like getting longer lo!
EARLY MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Goodnight, go play UP le :D

2009-11-18T23:17:00.001+08:00

I HATE HATE HATE DOING EXERCISE TO THE CORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IRRITATING.
EVERYDAY HAVE TO GET NAG
IRRITATING
I BLOODY HATE DOING EXERCISING.
WASTE OF TIME, WASTE OF ENERGY

STUFF YOU INTO THE TOILET BOWL!

2009-11-17T00:38:00.002+08:00

Muahaahahahhas!

Guess what?

I have free transport home today! all thanks to my cousin :0

And guess what?

I thought of locking my blog cause i've nothing to blog.

Who loves a boring blog!

But on the other hand, i just wanna blog -.- so i unlocked it

So fickle minded! hahas.

Anyway, I realize what I realize was that I realize i had to realize im living in singapore!

Ok, so lame anyway~ hehe!

Also, I feel like........................................doing what i always want to do.

I pray also pray about doing it

I sleep also dream about doing it

I daydream also dream about doing it too!

AHAHAH! I'll just do it! when I finally find a nice date. hehe

I will tag you guys along and join me! or it wouldn't be a purrfect picture!

:D

Watched 2012, thought about it alot...

realized, its a total rubbish -.- hohoho!

i v tan bai de mah. right?

I still enjoy ip man most. woohooo! x33333333333333 it loads

Money come money goes......................i love money. LOLS.

In my whole entire sec school life, the thing i hate most is writing essays and seeING essays.

The sight of them makes me want to throw them or erase them away!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I feel like killing all these alphabets one by one till they scream for help

I know they don't! because they are non-living thing.

At this moment................my toilet seat flew down. zzzzzzzzz.

Oh, Im also a super ungrateful person :) VERYVERY~

今天天气很冷。。

Parents hasn't been gg adjustments wit me -.-"

Its so ballring gg alone, ok not really... haha! It seems more fun cause i keep talkin to myself.

sounds stupid, but im serious. i mean in my mind. LOLS

I kept thinking of weird stuff and is so fickle minded. I walked into a shop and stepped out.

I stepped into the lift and stared at the buttons then i realize i've to press e button 5!!

Thats hilarious[sp], but no, some human does that toooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

Anyway, I've been saying this sentence...

GO FUCK THE TOILET BOWL. cause i realize the hole is big! extremely big. HAHA!

I know its quite vulgar....................my temper is quite hot these few days cause........!!!

Some weird stuff happpens :)

I wish I wish! just like country story, they give us wishes but they don let us choose our wishes..

SIGH...............................

I need a listening ear.

A ear that doesn't talk

A ear that doesn't speak

A ear that I CAN SEE!

I know what you human are thinking.

I can see my ear now........... it turned yelllow...

I realized this holiday is turning my into a mad woman. Im seriousy mad.

2009-11-17T00:19:00.000+08:00

我后面身东西了！！！！
hahahahaahahahahhahahahs!

Life's so fun !
Extremely fun!

2009-11-14T00:20:00.002+08:00

I HATE IT
I HATE IT
I HATE IT.
SOMEONE TEACH ME !
teach me how to argue
teach me how to 发挥 or i forever become 病猫.
I hate it.....

Life is such a... chore or whatever, too free.
Everyday get nagged , keep clothes, at home dk do what, nvr wash clothes, nvr pack room
ASS RIGHT? pack, put where? no box, no big bag? put where?
No brain, put in their room is it.
Who doesn't want a nice and neat room!!
ANGRY!

On a cheerier note, i went to do pedicure today!! my first trip *eggcited*
Well, it was kind of scary at first because i went in ... look so blur..
my sis book for me de ..i did express pedicure.. BUT.............................
the person went to wash my feet, scrub my toes, apply lotion.
SO WEIRD EHHHH~
i do manicure also never like that :( ok nevermind... lols
till i paid $$ then i breathe a sigh[sp] of relief. hehehe
I did the colour of what my sis did previously just darker a lil lil, nicer lo :l

Anyway..................................................
I suddenly <3 shopping alone ... hehe, i shopped alone in IMM ..
so cool, i went in to so many shops, as fast as i want... so funny.

Anyway too..............................................
I cant wait for the cg outing this sunday like seriously!
i keep telling about my mom and sister about it. lols
movie, party. funny. lols.
Maybe it been a long while since we went fellowship :X
Tmr i also wont be joining cause of my grandma birthday dinner .. ooooo
I'm loving my sister job more and more , it just bond us closer. oh lovely~
i hope she pukes after seeing this. hhahaha!

I know, there's no picture! thats because i didnt upload any!! i've many many pictures to show, my fun times in school..halloween etc! well well.... :)

Time flies! goodnight :D love ya people!

2009-11-12T00:23:00.002+08:00

Hi! :D

The exam have concluded! this is gonna be a wordy post :) I've been missing in action for a very long time! Because i told myself i must go on a comp fast !!! and i did :D aiya, like sometimes i got use but 5 mins only! i play to help my mom do things .. like setting up some programmes you know.. so its still counted! :D
My O level finally ended, feel empty lor.. before the exam i was still so excited. it was the after exam thoughts that keep me going and alive. haha! So..during the exam, i felt more and more demoralised after each paper. Pathetic isnt it? Haha! I really prayed all my hearts out, feel so demoralise, feel so upset, feel like going to dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. But God send many many many angels down into my life you know :) I felt so much better! and the paper i left over was like.. removing all my demoralised thoughts -> I CAN DO IT thoughts. Well, our lives are worth more than an exam :) 对不对 AIYO, im actually smiling to myself now when im typing -.-"
So... yea lo! I love this O levels. And my super positive dad is so funny. He kept nagging me to get all the textbook out of my room. I told him wait aft result, scared want retake few subs ,he say THROW! throw everything, not gg to retake, gg to go poly alrd... hehe :l Anyway! O level..sigh... i feel so.. wasted... cause many people who are younger than me took this sub, whats worst, one of them is my cousin. Not the same age one. eh eh~ whatever~
I feel so demoralise today. i told mom i think she's taking O's too. Mom say "she so smart, she sure can do it, her math very li hai." LI HAI WOR!!! you know ? I hate being compared :( I go tell mom, don make me get 10 points then start saying i v li hai too -.-" aiya, i know impossible but feel so angry >:C
ok, back to it..I have NO MORE TUITIONS!!!!!!!! hahahahha! i CAN enjoy~ fly layang~~ yayness! But in my mind..there's one place i wanna go :( badly.. i've been thinking it since i was 13.. i always ponder about it~ But, sigh....................................... so upset, but.... sighh.... boo xC
So, now exams is over, i hope i can really pack my room, into a neat and tidy room..
NO BOOK= NO DUST RIGHT?
NO BOOK= NO INSECT RIGHT? :x
HEHEHHEHHHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEE
So, i know i missed alot of things during this examination period, but don worry! i will get back everything. smile~~ cheers~~
I don know why i feel so empty after this exam.... hahaha.
I just feel that something is missing you know...

BYE! MOODLESS

2009-11-08T01:40:00.001+08:00

I'm back :)

from my computer fast :)

I cant wait to update the whole chunk of my life. lols

2009-09-25T23:39:00.002+08:00

I feels happy in seeing how other celebrated their birthday.
Party, surprises, planning! this kind of thing!
But when it comes to me ... -.-"
I'm so lazyy..................... HAHAHAHAHAHAHS

Oops, my birthday is still far laaaa! :)
Just a thought.
Hehe !

O levels is less than a MONTH. lols
Where's the tense feeling.
I try to love history.
the more i read, the angrier I am.
I feel that there's no justice in the past
WHY!!

Oh, I lost the mood to even use comp. damn SAD.
and, I'm having complicated feelings now.

church
CHURCH
church
(-.-)"
come and save me~

Oh, and i actually did my math homework . WOOHOO.
and i handed it . WOOHOO.

2009-09-21T00:24:00.001+08:00

I feel that there's a loss of memory in my brain :(
So many things to say.
If only I've the courage..

God, saves me :(

2009-09-17T23:44:00.000+08:00

i think my english's v bad :(

2009-09-17T00:36:00.003+08:00

My mood swing is super terrible these few days

maybe its the weather?
maybe its the aching?
maybe its the headache?

and... I

get agitated easily
lose my appetite, appetite dam bad, skipped 16sept dinner 15sept breakfast.
walk more than i sit and i don feel the ache alot.. so numb
stare into the air / space
prefer on my own
think alottttttttt
talk to myself more than usual
keep wanting to sleep just to stop moving.

I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW , I'M A HUMAN TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Being my friend, you know my personality.
Being my friend, you know my promise are always broken thats because time play no favourism.
Being my friend, you know I can't wake up so early hence, I cant promise much.
Being my friend, you know I cherish and treasure you because I do that to everybody
Being my friend, you know me better than my parents.
Being my friend, you know I'm a lousy friend then, please accept it.

I will really thank you because having ms now, I can't change much because Being my friend, you should know how it feels because you are Being my friend.

Thankiewverimuchies.

On a cheerier note, I found my nail buffer * laugh loudly *
and I've no school till Monday! * laugh even louder*
because... my prelims has ended and monday is a public holiday * Laugh out super loud*
goodnight(:

2009-09-15T23:50:00.001+08:00

I'm v happy =))

I'm v v happy =))

Feel hours ago I was very depressed , bury head into blanket. =((

But now, I wasnt feeling that happy CAUSE I CAN'T FIND MY NAIL BUFFER THINGY !
ROAR!!!!!!!

i so want to do my nails but i cant find it.
Mom say wait. so I WAIT!!! hmph!

On the other hand, I feel so disappointed :(

2009-09-13T23:15:00.003+08:00

The holiday has finally ended :( One week flew in a blink of an eye :(
It was not productive for me at all. I had a full study plans for it but each day, It was jam PACK! Its either, I have a long lunch, a check up, woke up late, or I cant remember :(
I wanted to make this september holiday to be fruitful, turn out to be a break point. Anyway, I receive news of my chemistry marks...It was very disappointing, like becoming a wake up call to me for my science. Whereas for my history, I still did not touch much. So zzz right? Sighh.....

Where as I enjoy tuition so much cause I finished 2 assignments . fufufu =3 I'm mad.
And, I missed church yesterday cause I have this stupid flu that attacked me since I woke up..
Then the 5 x-trays killed most of my good cells, leaving me so weak. HAHAS.
Then... I went home and changed, pack bag, mom say eat a lil medicine then go. I said ok since it will not cause drowsiness, mom said de :X
Then i walk back to room take my bag.. head to Mom room.. I collapse at the big bed :'(

On that afternoon I dreamt that eileen treat me pizza hut, alrd make reservation -.-"
Was looking at what to eat then the phone ring @!@#%$^&&&
I told eileen if there's no phone call, I already get to eat it in my dreams lor.
Ass right, i cant remember who's the one that call >:C
Thinking of fulfilling my dreams but next friday we're heading thr to celebrate my teacher's bdae -pouts-
I now realize that.. DREAMS DON'T COME TRUE !#%^&(^
HHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHAS!

then, also on this particular day, cant remember when,
i woke up after a dream of quarrelling with this person
then, in the afternoon, i fell asleep on the couch, or my mom's bed,
I DREAM OF QUARELLING WITH THIS PERSON AGAIN!
F.Y.I , i woke up quite early on that day, im not a pig that sleep the whole day :X
then, another reason of why
DREAMS DON'T COME TRUE.. but luckily, it really didnt came true cause there were violence involve. hahahhas!

I know i keep dreaming, i don know why too. I guess it keep me multitask when i sleep :)
Hope i dream of studying .. then i can really multitask fruitfully :)
like.. Maybe, reading and making notes of history in my dream,
learning graphs , woo! learning chemistry! woo!
COOOL right? ah, like rubbish ,
K, mom calls for me le, have to scram from my computer table........................

HAHA! I keep overslept for tuition . BOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :(
hope i can wake up for next week tuition >:C
I'M NOT A DEEP SLEEEPER!!!!
I'M NOT A HEAVY SLEEPER!!!!!!
I'm a girl . oh yea~~~

OH YA! today.... grace could not recognise me until i wave at her!!!
did my hair make my look change so much . i know why
cause i first time cut liu hai what . zzzzzzz hahahah
and some thought i reborn .________. na li ke neng nehhhh. hor? hahahhaahhas

*still so reluctant wear new specs*
hahahahas!

2009-09-09T23:30:00.003+08:00

Hi sexy people~
Currently, I've a fringe that is above my eyebrown..
yes, just imagine. . .
yes, just imagine. . . my maple character . . .
I cut it only yesterday :)
I've not been studying because I wake up so late.
And when I wake up too late, I cant study much because dinner time soon.

Today, LoonLoon treated me and eileen LUNCHHH!
and sent us home :)
Happy~ Its really a blessing :)
Thank God for us.
she 养我们白白胖胖！kekex

Then, tmr , there's this back checkup .________________.
Then, I'm still considering on gg for e potluck on sunday bcuz recently my parents very strict with me. I go out then they start niam-ing me never study wor :(
I say after tuition go out find my friend at town also start to niam wor :(
Go out awhile only also niam wor :(
bahhhhhh,

Then, i found out my family is in a economic crisis....
Trust me! :)
SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Then , i must start saving! save my family~ woo~

then , I made a new specs.... it look weird on me... and the degree increased too big, making me feel dizzy aft wearing. sighh.

Alright, im so bored! i go play gameboy colour le :)

2009-09-07T23:03:00.002+08:00

I have a sleeping day today :)
I woke up early in the morning and headed to school for DnT even though it is holiday. Then, HuiLun and I headed over to MOS to have our lunch. We get free fans!! Then we headed back home. I then sleep the whole afternoon...............I dreamt that I went to TAIWAN!!! then I buy everything I like so that I'll not regret back to Singapore.
On a cheerier note, there's no DnT on friday!! Which means, I'm able to do manicure again~ D.I.Y :) hehhehes.

2009-09-03T20:11:00.002+08:00

I really wants to watch movie. (Laughs) This is my first time missing all the movie that was release :( I actually have the time to blog now when I have not started revising on my chemistry and DnT. I'm such a slacker even when the prelim is still going on. I can't help but take a long break, missing my afternoon nap :( I'm so tired again and again *Yawns* I almost fell asleep while doing my social studies paper. The suay thing is that whatever I studies did not came out and I had to really minimineeminimoree to see which question I'll be doing. I'm very pathetic right, alright I'm not complaining. I have three paper straight today.. Ss,Phy,Chi. I was a very drying day because it squeezes all my brain juice out.
Does anyone of you have the momentum like when you're very upset over something, then you wish to find someone to talk but get rejected then the person ask you call back like few minutes later..Aiyo, where do I find back the momentum. Anybody has the same feeling?
Also, when you're super angry or frustrated with someone, you just feel like blogging out as to vent your anger but you can't find a computer for you to type into your blog. When you get home, you open blogger.com and you find youself browsing other website instead of blogging. Anybody have this feeling too?
Or even, you are really pissed off with this person that particular night, you feel that the next morning you will want to confront that person badly but the next morning when you woke up, you realise you are talking to the person back to square one instead of fuming with anger ._.
I'm very tired and hungry, sigh... Goodnight(:

2009-08-28T22:23:00.003+08:00

Hello Blogger! I'm back to use you~

Today, I've a split personality happening to me! I wasn't myself at all the whole day. To be actual, I reacted to some situation in a manner whereby I wouldn't have done that.

This is what happen.. Early in the morning, as usual, I headed to Eileen's bus stop to meet her. Then, the bus came. I stood up, was going to flag and waiting to board when this auntie knock onto me. I didn't see her coming or even hear her saying excuse me. The usual ME, will say excuse me or just tsk and walk away. To think that today, :( I went to show her a fighting sign. You know when people make you, you will lift your hand up pretending to going whack her. I actually did that! Eileen was shocked, I was shocked. Me? Having such a reaction is very usual.. Sigh..Next, after recess, we was walking back to class when the OM stopped us from going back and I really don't know what was he trying to say as I was so engrossed with finishing my vitasoy. I throw my drink away and he was still there blabbering his nonsense away. The usual ME, will stand beside Eileen and ask her how? how? how? To think that today, :( I actually could not care less about him. I tap Eileen and ask her to go. We ran away from OM. This is very weird because I've never done that in my whole Westwood life. (laughs)

It was fun but, I felt so different today. We ( Eileen,Evangeline,KhaEng ) almost went crazy in class today, laughing so loud that we get complaints. Schooling today was enjoyable and I love science lesson.

Today, I forget to bring my keys again. This is the second time in this week I've forgotten to bring. I feel that I'm getting more and more forgetful. (laughs) My parents went to ION orchard.

Oh ya, I saw an advertisement in television today, it was advertising Iluma. Guess what? Iluma has started business months ago and I've yet to visit it or even see the structure of building yet. How slow am I? Answer: Extremely SLOW. I'm still waiting for a chance to go Iluma, sigh..

Speaking of ION orchard, I remember my cell group celebrated Claris's birthday at the swensens. It was having some 1-for-1 sundae thing so, had a try. Below's the photo of the menu of the Swensen ice cream buffet. It was affordable but pricely because just two bowls of ice cream, you can shout for help already. It was so filling :( Just look at the face, you can imagine how - it was at there.

Then, I did a good deed ( smile widely) . I'm glad I was able to help my good friend , Eileen, She's a much happier girl now I guess.

Eileen has always been a great friend to me thus, blessing her small little things is the least I could do. Have faith, :) I'm not rich but I've my ways(:

This sunday is my cell group leader, Lynn, birthday!!! She is so kind to invite us to her birthday party! She also offered us a room to stayover , how cool is she! Normally, those chalet I added, its either you go home before 11 for last bus, last train or you have to leave after bbq and no stayover. I think she's so considerate ( smile widely)

I was playing roller coaster kingdom and I hover over my worker to see Yann ni's name. It reminded me of the koala at her display picture in 'MSN'. The Koala is extremely cute, from the picture, you can sense it warmth coming to you even though its not hugging you. Maybe its their personality to hug on everything they see but only koala do that! One day, I wish I will be able to hug koala too provided, it do not shit on my hand because Yann ni say it might shit on your hand because you've to put your hand under the ass for support.

I know this post is very wordy, I did not take any picture due to... no handphone allow in school. If not, i will snap at every chance ( hohoho )

There's chemistry practical tomorrow, I love practical! Its funny when you see Eileen making a mess, ended up the solution turn another colour, exercise paper being burn, flame too big and etc. Its a pity we will be in different room during practical exam but same shift! I really dislike sitting in the front. Even though I will not fall asleep but I will feel that there's no freedom. Because.., I can't get to munch in class, Do my own work, must pay attention, Can't talk much all these things. Its very saddening. ( laughs)

My mood today isn't that great, I get agitated easily.

I also got enlightened today, I feel that there's no right or wrong I guess. This post is getting too wordy, I will try to update as soon as possible. :) Thanks for reading.

Love ya,

Evangeline

2009-08-17T01:04:00.002+08:00

So much thing i wanna do..
but i nua my day away ..
tiredness .. sickening.. depressed..

do science tys
uncomplete ss essays [ i did none since last wk ( shld have completed 3 ) ]
history uncomplete sourcebase
ss uncomplete sourcebase
english assesment book
mathematics paper 1 and 2
practice english oral to mirror -.-
read physics notes

Lastly, do the f-ing dnt .
and i catch no balls of what that da da zhi xiao qi gui saying.
_l_

2009-08-13T22:43:00.002+08:00

Life in school was terrible
Life at home was peaceful :(

Me, being sucky at humanities is seriously plus chop facing difficulties
Catching not a single balls but not falling asleep but not catching anything
Me, needs motivation
I fail test, i have no sadness or worries
maybe i'm numb to having fail for every test.
I can't cope, I have no motivation to do anything .
Just feel so lost ..

Even when prelims is coming in 2 weeks times, i do not feel any pressure or what.
I just go with the flow ..
I need motivation , but how? What is it ?
Like i know..

I hate this feeling :'(

2009-08-11T22:30:00.001+08:00

Its over....!

Had a sleep....with no more dreams or thoughts :)

我的快乐！
我的自由！
我又得到了！
拜拜！

2009-08-07T23:13:00.002+08:00

eh, i just remember my eye lid there got one lump come out -.-
its itchy siazxc, not v painful, sometimes only..

Mom say see doctor,
I say doctor will do what? poke it ?
and she suddenly say : AIYA, 又要吃药。。

boo :(
and i say
我很弱，我会早死。。
-hit chest , give pathetic face-

haha, and mom walk away. LOLSLOLSLOLS.

2009-08-07T19:22:00.003+08:00

Why keep harping on old matters ?
Evangeline asked herself. (laugh out loud)
Forget yesterday, live life happily from today onwards!

For the past few years, i have let others disappointed on me, others have disappointed me.
OK, weird sentence -.-
However, what i want to say is .. i don't wish to remember alll the bad things anymore!
haha, just dk why i keep harping on all these -.-
Like, exceptional, 2c416, bitchyness etc. you know i know .

So , life still goes on!
I'll just take today matter and talk only about today's matter!!
I got this thought while i doing my thingy today, dk ?

Maybe because aft i changed my wp, my point of view changed tooooo!
Its not i become happier, i feel that : Its enough ~ for this moment. haha !
Just this few months, i will live with a positive attitude!
A ready to go for 'O' levels!
A ready to go for lunch with my fellow schoolmates, because i ps them when i have dnt =[=[
A ready to bring them out to playyyyyyyyyy~ and relieve stress :)
A positive , learning towards O!
wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~
If i can, i show my strength, even if it sucks, i know i do my best~!

Feel happier reading this post? of course!! im typing it with a lighter heart :D

Today, someone ask me about my family , youngest etc .
they say youngest get more benefits and advantage. and i actually replied
No , my mom is not biased and we get equal share
._____________________________________________________________.
diao, i find myself answering like that.
true enough, if you hug ur mom everyday, talk to her!
you can actually find many things out of it. hehehe , but at times, pms, she's mad -.-
dad's sick! all tks to me (-.-)
same state as me few days ago but i think worst, he keep sleeping..
very easy tired.. always dw eat dinner (-.-)
yea la, same same -.-

I'm like recover 7/8
BUT BUT BUT!! i still have to eat my anti-blahblah medicine. diao
but, luckily, it has no taste, like u know.. milk powder -.-
is puff de. lolssssszxc !

ALright, i love friday!!!!!
Timetable so cool, everything so cool, like fly day~~ i get to relax and enjoy wit no worries~~
YEEPEEE! and eileen and grace dw ask me go eat sakae :(
nahs, just kidding. i eat -> waste money , see me eat, u heart pain for me. LOLSSSSSSSS
Not i eat v lil k.. lols
Its just not advisable...
i want to eattttttttttttttttttttttttt fried kway teow nehzxcczxczxc
I want to eatttttttttttttttttttttttt pancake!
3days in a row, i ate pancake - total coolness-
love the crispyness :D
love it -muacksmuacks-

time for dinner, i changed appetite :D
BEEF HORFUN!!!

人是会变。

2009-08-06T23:04:00.002+08:00

Me, suddenly fall so sick.. LOLS ILI -.-"
it is written on my mc, scare the shit out of people. lolssss =/
fever,cough,flu,sorethroat,headache,tired,aching..just short of one more {short of breath} hehe.
Me finally sleep like pig, eat , eat med , sleep , comp, eat , eat med.. and cont..
no books nothing, like finally a break from this stress world! lols :)
can see that im happier! cause im so stress previous few days or weeks :D
Anyway, screwed my secondary school life, feel that i've so much more to study for o lvl ..
but im not doing anything about it..haha... so sickening right -.- too stressed up . bahhhhh. lols

Me, manage to get 2 days mc...
went into the clinic w/o mask came out of e clinic w mask , people look at me like im a monster. LOLS!!! :/
mom say : wear mask tmr to school cause u've not full recover .______________________.
i wonder..how everyone will think. LOLS!
as long as i no fever, i think im safe and sound :X im a doctor you knowKNOWKNOW!!!

Kept sleeping, lols, hope i grow taller :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
and im so scared of medicine now, luckily thrs sweets to accompany me through my whole journey!
and thank God for eileen!! i manage to eat pancake for 2 days. olay olay olay~~
so niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, crispy and nice =D just my cup of tea 'ahem'
ehh, wad abt my dnt lei ?
tuesday then hand in but tmr go school get board everything do at home =l
so siannnnnnnnzxc, means my weekend have to pack w dnt agn nehzxc, jiayou!!! :D
i will get it over sooon=/

weets, morning people=]]

2009-07-30T22:18:00.002+08:00

Dnt is killing MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...

even when you're dying , you STILL have to go school just for DNT.
3 absentees today, all dnt student.
aft school, during dnt extra lesson, all 3 pop up. .. poor thing :(

'LOVEEE' my dnt cher 'SOOOO MUCH' :(
i guess , everybody feels the same :D

Dangs, im currently mentally unstable :(
i have extreme good mood and bad mood :(
Sigh.. i wonder how many of my friends can take it =/

I wanna screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
boo :(
Can console me ma?? :D

hhahaha, dnt sucksssssss >:C pfffft!!!
shall update when im happier =/

2009-07-25T21:24:00.002+08:00

Me , working hours longer than mom .
Me, hasnt been studying.
Me, dk why keep blogging wit Me starting the whole post.
Me, cut Mr metal rod into three pieces :(
Me, injured myself in dnt agn -.- small cut. AHHAA
Me, said goodbye to Mr circuit board.
Me, forget to eat medicine. hiakhiakhiak .

LoonLoon cabbbed me home :o
I reached home in a blink of an eye.
Super amazing, luckily for her, or else i will be more exhausted when i reach home.
Me, tmr seeing ym!! -eggcited-
Me, is pondering..
Me, skipped fellowship..because..Me asked grandmother and whole family out for dinner.
$108 , pro anot -winkwink-
Crab, tofu,chicken,fu pi,scallop. OMG. -drooling-
Me, happy :)
Me, not funny woman hor!!
Me, gg to wash up now! and do something amazing xP

byeee sexy people;)

TAADAA: Photos:)

Evidence of my babysitting. hiakhiakhiak! kawaii nehzxc, 3mth old :o

Confessions : Me like to take photo wit yannni =/

2009-07-21T23:20:00.001+08:00

I feels that i have been shrinking in height =l
back ache like siao =/

dnt makes me mad. lols.

2009-07-20T21:50:00.003+08:00

Me is very upset
Me is very angry
Me is very happy
Me is very crazy
Me is very ...

Me needs a break
Me doesnt want to be complicated
Me has many questions to ask
Me can feel many irony things happening around

Here i goes..

Me feels that if you cant take that position well, step down
Me feels that if you keep lying, i cant keep trusting anymore
Me feels like killing you and tell you that i've been doing that in my heart
Me feels that you're super irony , cant take it anymore
Me feels that you should not always side only one person wholly
Me feels that its time for me to have a break. No ? lols!
Me feels that you should stop being such an act cute , dont works ..

Self note: Ask Audrey about science [ salts , nitrate etc ] on 20 july 2010 , 12:42pm, hahahah!
i think she says she still can rmb it next year =/ Lets try!! :)

Today, im so hungry that i threw a tantrum at my friends, sorry :)
Today, i got crazy w photo takings! haaha , but i had bad hair and face day , blahhh
But anyway, so cool, my dnt product colour, like cartoon sia on the camera -.-
Ok, me, just want truth
Me, just think that every saturday there will be a quarrel . lols. negative, but fcukin true =]
Me think that why last saturday say go town eat
then say go jp wait with her for time to pass end up eat at that not nice food place -.-
diao eh ? why the plan is spoiled? then why bother to ask about our plan . diao eh ?
So diao......... -.- and then why would thr be people keep saying whatever (-.-)
and there whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy will thr still be conflicts. diao eh ? haha
im so sick and tired of it. :(

Yes, past cg no bs all these things but must see who is in charge what, lalala.
where is the in charge whenever we are out , lalala
who was the one who always plan , lalala
when will there be all present, lalala
why will all be present at times? , lalala
All these are rhe-tor⋅i⋅cal questions. you know i know, don need me to say . and come on!
why do i need to even say it out right?

This is a BLOG. my BLOG. any questions ? just ask me BLOG. i like to type whatever i want and this is my own source. Don need cross reference or whatsoever, if u think its L1,L2,L3,L4,L5 or even reliable or can be believe it anot, JUST don even bother k ;)

Because like i say, this is my own source, my own say . yea sexy~~ woohoo!

Me cant wait for tuesday,friday and... SUNDAY! youming~.~ hahaha!

2009-07-16T23:12:00.002+08:00

Me<3 math,
Me<3 english,
Me<3 chemistry
Me<3 Physics
Me<3 social studies
Me<3 history
and lastly,
Me<33s DNT till artefact's done(-.-)

Have been staying in school till the school announce school's closing..
WHY?
because we were all chionging our artefact.
heartless school, gave us only 1 week to complete everything :(
Injuries on my hand everyday:(
BOO :(
Whats worst, my artefact broke into 4 piece. pffft, but i didnt feel any heartache . zzz

Anyway, have been spending little but still didnt manage to save up..
i wonder .. where did all my money went (-.-)

Sister is finally back, yay!
I just had a break voice and i love my new voice.. LOLS
makes me sound .... hehe!

my new top and bag just came few days ago - smile widely -
been shopping too much =/
been slogging too hard
i did math holiday assignment , miraculously!
i did history homework , another miracle
i copied correction and coped physics..
Weird Weird..
im trying to learn more.

All i want is to soar higher and do myself proud and achieve my desire goal .
My goal, since sec 3 ;)
I believe, I CAN DO IT.!
i will just double hard! :D

need to go iron clothes le =[
or tmr no uniform , boo :(
backache. urghhh !
ok, endure bcuz i know my mom is having backache too..
haha, feel so guilty
i scolded her on tues or wed morning because i was late for schoool sooon
i told her i had sorethroat, she immediately make honey for me
and i scold her not to make cuz im late. zzzzzzzz.
and i scolded her today because she keep bugging me for upcoming exam date early in the morning, i cant even have time to check cause im late soon. zzzzzzzz

Bad daughter, hahaha.
but, i bring her go eat durian pancake today ;)
ok, hahaha.

need to iron le. so that i can sleep early :):)

2009-07-10T21:27:00.001+08:00

Tired
"
Happy
"
Anxious
"
Everready
"
fluster
"
angry
"
scared
"
lack of confidence
"
escape from reality
"
home
"
peaceful
"
upset

2009-07-10T15:39:00.002+08:00

No one is going to give you the same amount of care you've given out
No one is going to give you the same amount of love you've given out
No one is going to give you the same amount of effort you've given out

you know what? THIS IS LIFE.
even when life sucks, we have suck it all up.

Our future, Our own hands . Not others .
When we fall, we've to stand up on our own but not wait for a hand to pull us up.
coz..

you know what? THIS IS LIFE.
even when life screwed us up , we have to use a screwdriver and screw it back ok.

Learn to rely on yourself rather than other.
Who owe anybody a living? nobody .

So, i still think ... its time for me wake up -yawns-

cause afterall, i feel like a loser now .
and i think life has rly f me upside down
till im super shag now. haha.

Not funny(-.-)

Ciaoz!

2009-07-09T22:16:00.002+08:00

大家好！
明天我靠口试所以用华文来写我的博克！
今天，我非常有满足感！
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。
你懂，这几天，学校开了，我至少有在一节课睡着去=[
除了第一天。。。。。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！

要惊张啊。。神与我同在。

Excited, anxious, scared
the words are messed up.
help me :(

AHHHHHH, not prepared :(

2009-07-04T01:47:00.003+08:00

I just came back from 'wonderland'
-SCREAMSSSSSSSSSSS-
I went thr with v lil things and came back w many many things.
so heavy :( but its worth it! haha.
many many things to say
but cut it short..
Mom says : lend u my card let you press.
HAHAHAS. can you imagine, my mom let me shop. LOLS
Just like this?
4 bags in a row i got back. Amazing ? ;)
Thanks cousin - Tricia :D

I went over to her house and babysit...
ended up............i went out most of the time (-.-)
and mom complained hahahahs.
First night aft i reached, not long ltr.. ard 1030PM .....
cousin bring me play LAN (-.-)
i played 1030-0130 straight..........zxczxc $3.80
U-N-B-E-L-I-E-V-A-B-L-E.
then.........home, aunt not asleep..
we chatted, and cousin make my nails from 3am onwards....................................
till 4.30am .......................... (-.-)
then she suggested make my leg nails.
-half dead- -nod head- -ok-
Nicely done till 4.50am ...................................... (-o-zzz)
walks to room , collapse ..

Next morning.. .. ... ....
TOE NAILS DE ALL SMURGE..
( wasted ) and look as though my leg is bleeding. hahahas.. aites, alright. lols .
Got drag out of bed and...1.30pm out.
[MISSING DETAILS]
"
"
"
home at 6pm.......... (-.-)
drank 2 bowl of niceeeeeee and swt soup =]
7pm out....................... (-.-)
pooled, suki sushi,
10pm back .. ... ....
Baby slept..sick ...

watch scv, damn eggciting, msn, fb,
collapse at 3.30 aft being so angry w cooking mama cause its so unreasonable. lols
and......................
1.30pm woke up...........
Carry baby till hand pain. HAHAS!
he's so heavy but kawaii nehzxc..
4bathe and HOME SWT HOME.

tell me, whats a baby sit suppose to be like =/
-pouts-

Aunt place's heavenly. hahahahas.
But home, is still da best.
mummy say she missshhh me. - so swt -
HAHA!

Oh, i've gotten the peektures from aunt from sarawak.
another brief one =]

Wedding dinner :) and i ate 3 plates of peanuts. zzzz. they make me take photo. hahas!

Me and my Crazy dad. and the nxt pic is those who were rdy early be4 wedding dinner :)

US, on the plane. missin my dear sis :(

The end!

I feel like im lacking behind most of my classmates.

STUDY EVANGELINE STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!

&& keeping faith is nice. -love it- -hugs-

Morning people.

-misses my comp, misses my family & misses my smelly room.-

hehehehs.

2009-06-29T23:06:00.001+08:00

underappreciated

ha! rubbish!

2009-06-29T12:37:00.003+08:00

SIGH!

Have been touching my http://www.hotmail.com/ since i woke up..
1st email : Show mum the stuff i wan buy in order to get $$
2nd email: Show eileen if its nice
3rd email : Ms Lee
4th email: Ms Lee [ cause i save in the format my comp accepts but not others! ]
Its v weird..i can view any doc. from others but others cant see any from mine -.-"
From the moment i wash up finish, i've to molest my computer so early :(
Normall i do it at night [ evil laugh ]
For those who don't know..
Read here! <-
So amazing..
I was like telling eileen.. if spore zhong, can dont go school..
she told me very unlikely cause like no cases . (-.-)
then singapore got 3! :o
then rp close down, was telling her..
westwood zhong, rly don need go school!!
westwood go zhong, now close down -.-
I CONFESS THE WRONG THING . :x
Now must Positive Positive Positive~!

Just finish english , now taking a goood rest :D hahahahs!
Maybe continue chinese sooon? but like so lame sia the chi assignment..
give you oral topic, ask me WRITE your talkings out.
then how to say yalor . then liddat lor. :/
I wan do bdae cards, eileen say i zi-high!! :/
She say prac for sat event... urghhh >:C
LOLS. i've beeen so high recently!

Need to go and prepare my lunch and... sleep :D
i shitted aft i ate bird nest.. WASTE $$ :(
i've been wasting $$ -.-
TIME TO BATHE! AND PACK ROOM! :D

2009-06-28T16:36:00.003+08:00

My schoool closed... and the most diaooooo thing is!
There's home-based learning!
Still got timetable one leizxc -.-"

Tmr morning have to use comp -.-"
8-1.30pm..
So cool right, but its not! cause i thought got holidayyyyyyyyyyyyyy .
PFFFFFFFFFFFT.

Anyway, many people ard me is sick now..
this make me go crazy sooon because....
the feeling sucks =/

I just shitted not long ago aft my lunch. great !
it has been like this for 3 days =l since father's day ... nyny
ok, more than 3 i think =/
On and off... boo..

Hope everyone get well soon! :)

2009-06-28T00:12:00.002+08:00

B4! Wonnnnnnn! [ tyco -.- ]
Thanks to.. SOO HUI LUN! hehehe [ laugh widely with saliva drooling everywhere ]
Get fourty bucks, ten each [ eyes pop out w money effect ]

Happy :) la la la la la la~

Anyway...myy class got quarantine!
only me and eileen and few people need to go back school..
cause we miss the ss workshop. LOLS
Is this lucky or unlucky manzxc!

Hmm.. next week still have to perform at stage cause we won (-.-)
Going up there make me soooooooooooooooooooo.. dk how to say .

Oh ya, I'm .... so .... HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY!
don telll you why [ laugh at one corner ]
errr...school starting soon :(
No mood.... sleeping time screwed up . piak!

BYE!

2009-06-26T23:49:00.002+08:00

This marks my post for friday 1pm-11:46pm >:C
I literally went crazy today . ok not really. hahas !

I ate 2 meals today! 成就感！！
Good meal , home cook and of course, NOT KOPITIAM.
Had loads of fun!
& finally a day where there is not much anger present :D :D
smiles everywhere! hahas .!

Saw Huilun and eileen twice in a day! Morning afternoon and night!! romantic notttttttt. hahas.
Both wear red -pouts-
Like i go bainian then people give me two hongbao !
Ok la, no offence ok? :)

Then i went on a HOT date.
Haha, i told mrs lai about it too and they thought it will be WILD .. wth? =.-lll
HAHA! but its so funny.
Mrs Lai hot date suppose to be.. a limo waiting for me ... & this will be a HOT date. lols.
Ytd was fun. Very fun.
Went SOS, haha! first time churchwide bible study can be so funnny nehzxc. lols.
I went thrice i think..twice was funny...
But, had to rush homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =/ tired..

Oh yea, i just reach home like..11:35???
This is a full scenario..gonna be boring ;)
[ unimportant till 11:40 ]
Mum: are u gg to bathe
Me: YAA .
Mum: whose room?
Me: Yours
Mum: hurry bathe, dad wants to sleep
Me: Orhhh
Mum: [ goes back to room and sleep ]
5 mins later... [CLIMAX]
Me: [ take clothes , everything .. preparing.. ]
Dad slams the door, rush out the room in hurry, to the balcony and quickly on comp.
Me: [surprise, curious, ] what happen ? why you so random wake up and use comp ?
Dad : BLOODY HELL, DON'T COME HOME SO LATE NEXT TIME!
Me: crazy ah you -.-"
Mum: what happen ?
Me: he crazy one lor, i take clothes go bathe then he go [ read on top -.- ]
Dad: BLOODY SHIT LA YOU, IM GG TO CANCEL UR N- THING , COME HOME SO LATE , DON EVER USE MY ROOM , blahblahblah
Me: somemore ?
Dad: [ cont being a madman]
Me: and then?
Mum: bu yao chao
Me: he siao alrd -.-
Dad: [ watch movie ]

SEE... how crazy can my dad be. I seriously suspect he got split personality siaaaaaaaa.
i kena scolded for nothing and so loud..
i seriously think that its not me who agitated him...
i know... [ ask me for details. heheheh ]
Now i know why my sister don like to come home..
cause there's two weird weird old people lei!!
Sister gone, left me alone to subdue them myself.. wahlaus :(

At this moment.. my dad is blasting his volume for the movie...
lets hope the movie can make him into a crazier person ..
i think he watch too much alrd. ..
he looks at the comp everyday in work.. come home dw do anything but watch movie..
HE'S SERIOUSLY SO =.="

Why must it be me who gets all the nagggingsssssssssssssssssssssssss?
11:35? late?
6am ? early is it...
wth..
whatever alrd.. sigh...

2009-06-26T00:58:00.002+08:00

I'm so hungry :(

I keep having one meal per day since wednesday :(

Now i know why im so skinny..

HolidayS screwed my life :(

I overslept today due to... cant sleep last night..
and i missed the workshop :( WASTED.

I think i've rly slacked alot during this holiday ..

SIGH....

2009-06-24T23:17:00.002+08:00

I'm tired =/

Like , i'm trying to do some new skills but i failed terribly.
Anyway sexy , this is my schedule.

Wednesday24June
Out to tuition. HAHA!
Living hell. BOO :(
and to sum up everything
I 出去。& this are my appointment :D

Thursday25June
SS workshop! schooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool ;)
Loon's house (?_?)
Mrs Lai's :)
Song of solomon!
[ like finally i get to see my friendsss ]

Friday26June
Morning till Afternoon, freeeeeeeeee.
Rest assure, i can wake up for breakfast!

On the other hand, I'm scared i rly kena h1n1 ....
My gooooooooodnesssss

2009-06-23T22:33:00.000+08:00

I don like my voice :/

it makes me..
not so evangeline
sound bu shuang..

BOO :(

2009-06-23T15:53:00.003+08:00

I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hungry BUT
I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo lazy AND
My sister don careeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee about me.

we're both sickkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. HAHAS.
Today im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo free. BUT
none of my friends are freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. SIGH.

I finally had sweet dream. -Smile widely with teeth- hahas.

2009-06-22T20:43:00.002+08:00

Because of that freaking responsibility,
my life has been in a messed these few days

I freaking hate rejections and i can gobble you up if you reject.

Super angry.
EMPTY PROMISE.
i promise, i will do that back to you someday ! Bitch.

I'm angry :(
I'm really gonna gobble some people up..

2009-06-22T18:45:00.002+08:00

I just finish packing my worksheets

Sense of satisfaction!
and mum ask me : Why do you always like to pack your room especially when you're sick..

I only know, i must be crazy :(
and im actually suffering from flu... wow.. the dust, its amazing!! :D

On the other hand , I MISS EILEEN NEO!!
i read my diaries when i wrote 2 yrs ago ..
we used to talk on the phone till late nights and ..
i will always say ..
MANTRA MANTRA. hahahs

My mantra is : This is a house phone, please respect. LOLS

2009-06-21T23:45:00.001+08:00

Ate newyorknewyork during father's day!
Happy! Filling!
But i have an upset stomach the whole day due to the virus
now..i feel that the $$$ is so wasted :(

And..yet to found ..

Damn it .

2009-06-21T17:49:00.003+08:00

I'm Angry , I'm stress, I'm feeling terrible :(
I'm sick
I'm having menses
I'm not having a good sleep for 3 nights.

My sister is not back .
She doesnt want to answer our call.
She sucks when she do that.

I'm in deep trouble over the saturday d, thingy .
Nobody wants to help me :(
Maybe Alvin =D

But...2 .... / 4....
where's the other two ?

I need friends that really stand by .
I don't mean friends that say : i'll not help you but i will stand by and support you up there .
i will be = WTF = whats the difference
i don need people like this .
i need someone that really helps .
I don believe in what i used to say in the past .

I'm angry :(

Mum just said something that is making me angrier :(
she said : what're u joining xxxxxx
and i said some competition and i need help . nobody help me .........!
and she said . where's xxxxxx? ask her/him to help
My goodness . i felt like a loser .

the feeling is so terrible ?
This is stupid
-bang wall , say Hi to LIVING HELL-

ANGRY .

Remember the third line of my post,
so.. don be offended. Its just ......... you know. MS TALK. SHOOT. :)

2009-06-17T22:53:00.002+08:00

LET ME TELL YOU!

Sarawak; kuching.. is not as fun as you think ............................
its..
DAM BORING
DAM COSY
DAM SUNNY

WITH 300 dollars in spore, you cnt survive.
WITH 600RM in msia, you CAN survive there.

transportation, my relatives transport us around..
food, my relatives settled it for us - place, time .

SO COOL RIGHT.

i didnt know i had relatives at so so so so far away.
more pictures available.. but not now ......!
and... 2-3 days eating vegetarian food is not a joke!
and yes, i ate vege -> miracle! hahahs

The shopping mall is ...
nothing to shop..
and the hotel bed is biggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.
Hotel's breakfast is same everyday..getting bored of it..
and the pineapple tarts are super cooooooooooooool.

My plane almost crashed when landing and i heard the ang moh behind me shouting heyyy! or ayeee!
and my mum shouting ah~~~ tooo. so funny.
the wing almost hit the ground and th pilot like super hiong..
cutting through the clouds are exciting!
cause when its inside,travel super uber fast and come of the cloud , very very unstable.. hehe
Attended my cousin's wedding dinner too.. at church.. :o

missing the two old people. hahas!

This trip is boring..advisable to those who just need a place to slow down their time :D

2009-06-13T22:59:00.004+08:00

只有我开嘴巴笑。。 :X

EILEEN AND ME!

GRACE AND ME!

YANNNI AND ME!

看到了没有？

我的照片！！

要想我好吗？

哈哈！

SO happy!

SO excited!

don tell you why(-.-)

I'M SUPER FREEEEEEEEEE FROM SCHOOL NOW.
ITS HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY.
so hard to type with my long nails. hehehehes :X
mye results very unexpected -.-"
My l1r4 actually less than 20 <- ws btr read this sentence .
And i helped yannnni and eileeeeen apply nail polish on their nails on the BUSSSSSSSSS.
haha! i gone crazy already =/

Anyway, i bet i will be so awake to sleep later. hehheheehs .
Oh ya, today, church had celebrity weekend .. im shock ..
to see my Ou de yang -.-" and Niu Nai ...
didnt know they come.. hahax! it was okok..
don even know whats the f4 guy singing and talking -.-" i think he seriously need a mirror!!
and the miss singaporeSS are pretty and their ang moh not bad leizxc. woooo.

Why am i blogging in such way siaaaaaaaaa, not like me -,-"

Sometimes, having a dog that always follow you can be a good and bad thing ..
good -> you wont be bored!
Play -> entertainment . woooooo.
bad -> you will be crazy! cant bathe, cant toilet trip, cant do housework properly..
hang clothes -> go smell -> dirty the washed clothes
mop floor -> walk ard, -> whats the point..?
Go toilet , close door -> bark

Hahahha, but its cute ..

Mum ordered KFC delivery ....... cause she's hungry ..
and i joined in even though i not v hungry. .
ended up, i had to eat 2 chicken and she eating only 1...
so who's hungry actually??

haha! alright peepo! i neeeeeeeed to cont my game nowwwwwww.
Better miss you ?:)
AND ISABEL LIM, pls takecare of yourself..
and.. STAY AWAY FROM THAT BITCH. you know who im refering to~
LALALALALA~
she brings you nothing but trouble.. not i say de hor :o
hehehehex. neither are your friends who said that. dadadadadda~
Love and miss you very much kk! :D

就是这样。

2009-05-25T23:39:00.003+08:00

Hmm..

I've finally got back my mid year results.. It was just half unexpected ... hahas :) Not in a positive manner i mean . My parents still does not know my results. I think they feel that i can cope so they didnt ask much.. In actual fact, my result is like a dozen of eggs or more than that.. Yes, felt so 气馁。But what's done is done, what's over is over right.. Maybe, this is really a frigging wake up call for me to STUDY not use the computer. 哈哈。希望是吧。。

怎么说呢。。就是。。期望越高失望越大。。就是这种feeling.. Over le.. 要站起来。自己爬起来。回头开始。从不会的地方。没人关心，自己关心。要争做起来。应该是吧。。

So many questions running through my mind ..
Why me?
Why am i not satisfied?
Why did i changed?
What cause me to change?
Why did i became like this ?

这好像是反问题。。不管了。。

最近，心情不好。可是，考试要到了。。还是得正座起来读好书。
我知道你会至此我！！哈哈。

发觉，我好像是在带个面具。
看到以前的我在相片里，笑得非常开朗，无由无录似的。
相比起来，现在，在照片了，笑容里面好像藏着什么似的。。

应该是年龄大了，不想笑了。。
开始的，脑海里思想也成熟了。真的吗？好不可思议叶。。
真可笑。自己酸自己。

Like a lost sheep that accidentally walked out of the whole bunch of sheep and not knowing how to walk back. Eventually, the lost sheep will be so lost till it commit suicide and die or even walk the wrong path and led to the wolf and got bitten up. What an ending..poor little sheep.

Should i really chnge to sunday or saturday? I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo confused.
But, i guess...i really really..gg.. to.. lose the energy or wtv to even p..................
HAHAH. my goodness..

So terrible, how did i even changed so much . blardy hexx.
All i feel now is to get out of the dam s
and get the dam c
and find the dam f .

LOLS. wth -.-"
Its all anger anger anger. Consuming with it.......and letting it out like a dragon.
guaguagua~ like habbo sia -.-" (no link)

Alright..................last but not least..
Must really emphasize, though no one say i do .
But yes, im gonna emphasize cause you know i know.
White Horse, Line 8, First four words,
haha, i just wanna emphasize that .

Oh yes..........................................
I'm ........... having o level chinese soon. hahahaha.
Felt butterflies in my stomach :(
I so wanna cook..aft watching channel 9 the small boy boy can cook good fried egg rice. lols.

Cant wait to cycle! you know i know :D:D
HEHEHES! like finally..rawr.................. but i think i must mug x100 before i go cycle =/

Night!

2009-05-17T18:47:00.001+08:00

I can't wait!
Can't wait to organise outings for my frankssssssssssssssssss :)
I've so many places in mind to go. hhehex !
Shall make it up for the holiday =D
Mye better be down soon and hope Chinese will be smooth~~

Yes, i really can't wait.
$_$ :)

I'm sneezing the whole day =/
Since 5am.. bullshiet.....
I'm so tired thed whole day =/
Physics is draining me..
I want to eat durian suddenly (-.-)

I want to check out 51 Old Airport Road .. =/

I better stop tving -.-